Yay! My brother and i FINALLY bonded! My step-bro that is. We used to be close, but since he has been married he has been pretty self absorbed. But on Saturday they thru a BBQ and he actually talked to me about what has been going on in my life! I told him all about my lovee and our plans to have babies, i told...
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thora:
GOT IT!!!!
deceptiviewfilm:
ok good to bond with the siblings... Oh and stop smoking. Your Lungs will thank you 
So its heading towards the end of the month, bills are due and rent will soon follow. Normally i dont sweat this kind of thing much except i had quite a bit of money lost in a fucked up way from me this month, and it pisses me off. KhaymanIPX tells me not to worry about it, or even try and figure out why and...
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yuriel:
wait i thought he was supposed to be home already. im sorry 
*stabstabstab* ugh stupid idioptic egos of world leaders!
heh.
hmm and yeah like axe sucks but whatever has the sentimental value is good
hope things improve hon.
*stabstabstab* ugh stupid idioptic egos of world leaders!
heh.
hmm and yeah like axe sucks but whatever has the sentimental value is good
hope things improve hon.
machiavel:
Sorry about the money 
Wow.... its fucking amazing that so many people can buy into bullshit and take the wrong side. Rather take any side to begin with...
So fuck you all and your untouchable faces... you know who you are.
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Hallo lovelies!
Im sort of off hiatus, its a trial thing, you know
Tuesday i went to the SG LBC dinner at the Rock Bottom Brewery, it...
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So fuck you all and your untouchable faces... you know who you are.
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Hallo lovelies!
Im sort of off hiatus, its a trial thing, you know
Tuesday i went to the SG LBC dinner at the Rock Bottom Brewery, it...
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thora:
ditto 
thora:
I call them kitty catties, too. 
Happiness is watching Americas Funniest Home Videos play the best of the Funny cat videos.
Cat falling off the TV anyone?
Cat falling off the TV anyone?
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666monkey:
Me gusta los Pixies!!! BTW, your profile pic ALWAYS cracks me up!! 
midian:
the cat falling off the tv is a classic...we miss u...must hang out soon
Ever notice that when you go on a 2 week vacation, sometimes everything has changed radically when you return?
New buildings might be springing up. Stores may close. People you know may change completely in your absence, just because. And since you werent around to see the slow change and roll with it, it seems like walking into a different world.. stranger in a strange...
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New buildings might be springing up. Stores may close. People you know may change completely in your absence, just because. And since you werent around to see the slow change and roll with it, it seems like walking into a different world.. stranger in a strange...
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mercie:
aw doll i'll miss you though. Not fair.
Not fair.
waldo_jeffers:
Sorry that you are feeling low now that you are back from Europe. I know you must be missing your man terribly now, but remember that you have a very special love that transcends distance and time and if you keep holding on to that thought, then eventually he will come back for good.
As for feeling disenchanted with the world you have come back to. Sometimes when you don't see people or places (or online communities) for a while, it is perfectly natural to end up missing them and remembering all the good things about them and forgetting all the not-so-good things and maybe even looking forward to the fun things you could get up to. Then, when you get back, you catch them on a not-so-good day (a day when they are being insensitive, self-obsessed, bitchy or whatever) and it is a bit of a shock and you can find yourself feeling betrayed and thinking "Shit! Why did I waste my time and energy missing them?". This is especially true if you are going through a bit of a low anyway because then you are not going to have enough patience to 'suffer fools gladly'.
If you give it time and just lurk for a while without trying to be too active a participant, then after a while, you may find that the group seems to right itself again (as your perceptions and expectations realign themselves with the reality of the group).
In the meantime, try not to dwell on the things that get you down. I know that's a trite and clichd piece of advice, but whenever I have been sad (or angry, for that matter), I have found that there is a part of me deep inside that seemed to just keep on focusing on the things that made me sad, like that part of me was addicted to negative emotions and because of this I just kept mulling over the same old sad thoughts again and again round and round in circles. It is important to find positive thoughts to use to help you keep focused on the good things.
As for feeling disenchanted with the world you have come back to. Sometimes when you don't see people or places (or online communities) for a while, it is perfectly natural to end up missing them and remembering all the good things about them and forgetting all the not-so-good things and maybe even looking forward to the fun things you could get up to. Then, when you get back, you catch them on a not-so-good day (a day when they are being insensitive, self-obsessed, bitchy or whatever) and it is a bit of a shock and you can find yourself feeling betrayed and thinking "Shit! Why did I waste my time and energy missing them?". This is especially true if you are going through a bit of a low anyway because then you are not going to have enough patience to 'suffer fools gladly'.
If you give it time and just lurk for a while without trying to be too active a participant, then after a while, you may find that the group seems to right itself again (as your perceptions and expectations realign themselves with the reality of the group).
In the meantime, try not to dwell on the things that get you down. I know that's a trite and clichd piece of advice, but whenever I have been sad (or angry, for that matter), I have found that there is a part of me deep inside that seemed to just keep on focusing on the things that made me sad, like that part of me was addicted to negative emotions and because of this I just kept mulling over the same old sad thoughts again and again round and round in circles. It is important to find positive thoughts to use to help you keep focused on the good things.
Okay, so today i realized that my life really isnt complete without my beloved close to my side. After i took my shower, my lovee wasnt there to pounce me and kiss me. When i went to pick out my clothes, i didnt have him to make cute faces and suggest outfits. When i got dressed there wasnt any hugging and 'you look beautifuls' to...
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devildoll:
Awwwwwww.....that is SO sad, yet SO cute at the same time.
I don't know the history.....but I hope he is not gone for good.
Written so well....and then I noticed, HEY, she's a writer! Now it makes sense....
P.S. Nip/Tuck kicked ass the last couple of weeks, didn't it? I LOVE that show.
I don't know the history.....but I hope he is not gone for good.
Written so well....and then I noticed, HEY, she's a writer! Now it makes sense....
P.S. Nip/Tuck kicked ass the last couple of weeks, didn't it? I LOVE that show.
st_jimmy:
awwwwwwwwwww how sad
well i hope things only get better for you and him
i feel your pain
how sad
well i hope things only get better for you and him
i feel your pain
Well, it has been an amazing 2 weeks, the best of my life to date. We traveled the Fairy Tale Road in Germany and saw all the inspiration for the Grimm Brothers stories. It was wonderful, romantic, never a dull moment. I was so content, pleased, happy, blissful... i didnt know i could feel that way, let alone while sober. KhaymanIPX treated me like such...
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thora:
I am SO happy for you, after all you've been through with your health and emotions. How long have you been married?
666monkey:
How awesome is that?!?!? I'm glad you had such a great time. Welcome home...
So, the last few days have been wonderful here. Summer in Germany is fabulicious, and so is the amazing man i am here with. Love of my life, heart of my heart.. my fucking soulmate.
He knows me better than i do and even though he has been in IraQ for over a year, he is bent on romancing me and making me feel like...
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He knows me better than i do and even though he has been in IraQ for over a year, he is bent on romancing me and making me feel like...
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khaymanipx96264:
Miss you already love, but it wont be long. Love you
mercie:
Check your Testimonials, dearheart.
Here i sit, in the same cafe i spoke of in my last entry, struggling with a fuckin german keyboard where the Y and the Z are transposed!
Just to let everyone know....
Ive had lotz and lots of sex... amazing orgasmic sex, at no more than 3 hours apart. Its great... i cant believe that batteries ACTUALLY satiated this craving so long. But now...
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Just to let everyone know....
Ive had lotz and lots of sex... amazing orgasmic sex, at no more than 3 hours apart. Its great... i cant believe that batteries ACTUALLY satiated this craving so long. But now...
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peteyrock:
gongrats on the happiness and sex
666monkey:
I'm SO glad that you have gotten that ULTIMATE hookup--a long, long awaited reunion with that one you truly love... It has been a long time since I have experienced it, and to be honest I don't think I really want to go through all the shit one must go through before feeling that ulitmate bliss. Enjoy it to the fullest and burn every moment into your memory so deep that you can relive every moment again and again!
Hallo my lovlies!
(new profile pic, its from when KhaymanIPX was on break from Basic training..almost 4 years ago)
So this will be my last journal entry before i leave for Germany tommorow. Im not sure when i will get to a computer to update, you know, all that sex i will be having is just too good to pass up
Actually, i do know...
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(new profile pic, its from when KhaymanIPX was on break from Basic training..almost 4 years ago)
So this will be my last journal entry before i leave for Germany tommorow. Im not sure when i will get to a computer to update, you know, all that sex i will be having is just too good to pass up
Actually, i do know...
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mercie:
i miss you already love. I hope this moment finds you in the arms of your husband.
much love to my t-cat.
much love to my t-cat.
cherrybombbettie:
RATE MY PICTURES!!!!!!!! NEW PICTURES!!!!!
Erin
Erin
So KhaymanIPX arrived in Germany today! He got there at about 3am Greenwich time, and proceeded to celebrate with the rest of the guys in the barracks by getting his drink on. He called me at about 6am his time, drunk, pissing on a dumpster and waiting for the trains to start running so he could go to Frankfurt to get the low down on...
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dclxvi:
1.What are you wearing right now?
Black Tshirt and blue panties
2. Would you take it off for me?
What's in it for me?
3. What do you want me to be wearing?
A white cotton knee length nightie with pigtails.
Black Tshirt and blue panties
2. Would you take it off for me?
What's in it for me?
3. What do you want me to be wearing?
A white cotton knee length nightie with pigtails.
johnnyt:
*Tyler's Kiss*
Welcome to Fight Club.
Welcome to Fight Club.
stitches....wont.....stop....itching...
mosquito bit me next to bandage...
Yaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrghhhh!
*so glad i never had chicken pox...
Oh yeah, and im thinking of changing my name on here... any suggestions?
mosquito bit me next to bandage...
Yaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrghhhh!
*so glad i never had chicken pox...
Oh yeah, and im thinking of changing my name on here... any suggestions?
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johnnyt:
OFFICIAL Fight Club insult post:
No Talking on The Porch! You do not post to your OWN JOURNAL. And you certainly don't post to mine - it's inside the house. Get me? Well, you probably don't, so ...
Get The Fuck Off My Porch!
No Talking on The Porch! You do not post to your OWN JOURNAL. And you certainly don't post to mine - it's inside the house. Get me? Well, you probably don't, so ...
Get The Fuck Off My Porch!
seether:
If you've never had chicken pox, you better get the vaccine, I got the pox at like 26 and it nearly killed me.
So as my temp passed 104 degrees, my girlfriend and I decided to have sex in case I was dying... In retrospect, perhaps a visit to the emergency room would have been a better idea...
Nahhhhhhh!
-Sssssssssssssssssss
So as my temp passed 104 degrees, my girlfriend and I decided to have sex in case I was dying... In retrospect, perhaps a visit to the emergency room would have been a better idea...
Nahhhhhhh!
-Sssssssssssssssssss