longest entry ive posted, but i needed to get this out, and if you have time to read it, i would really like to wake up to some advice, thoughts, anything. Im lost right now. Dont worry, im a good writer, and its a good narrative
I cannot sleep. Im not sure if i will be able to. I cant shake these thoughts from my...
Read More
I cannot sleep. Im not sure if i will be able to. I cant shake these thoughts from my...
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
Had a fun weekend with my sister and shot 2 new sets for PSW. Im not really in an updating mood, so go check this out:Cattra : Leopard Lily
Me sleepy now.
Me sleepy now.
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
radiofrank:
That song does the same thing to me too. It's one of their best songs, I think.
ultimatelewser:
.....okay.
My period was late.
Now its here.
I have such bad cramps that it feels like i got kicked in between my legs with a steel toe boot. Now it just feels like a Sabertooth cat is chewing on my snatch.
No i am not sorry for TMI.
OW.
Now its here.
I have such bad cramps that it feels like i got kicked in between my legs with a steel toe boot. Now it just feels like a Sabertooth cat is chewing on my snatch.
No i am not sorry for TMI.
OW.
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
chi:
No b/c? Its a wonderful thing to rid you of those nasty symptoms. Naproxyn, Tea and Thermawraps? Fell better.
I think you gave your pregnancy question bug to my boss. Cause shes now havin' a baby.
heh
Naproxyn, Tea and Thermawraps? Fell better.
I think you gave your pregnancy question bug to my boss. Cause shes now havin' a baby.
heh
filmnoir1:
CATTRA!
Pirate extra open call for PRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN at the Ricardo Maltaubaum Theate in Hollywood!!!!! Sunday and Monday!!
You'd be perfect!
Pirate extra open call for PRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN at the Ricardo Maltaubaum Theate in Hollywood!!!!! Sunday and Monday!!
You'd be perfect!
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
st_jimmy:
yeah i read about it this morning when i went on line...well they shot the guy who shot Dimebag.!!
Fuck, i just noticed that there is a discolored spot in the top left corner of my television... its kind of purple-ish.. somthing tells me this is something that could spread. Buggary... i cant afford a new tv right now..
Does anyone know how this happens? Or if its fixable? 
Does anyone know how this happens? Or if its fixable?
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
luis:
Sounds like it needs degaussing. I don't know why TV's don't have a degauss option, like monitors.
radiofrank:
I agree with some of the other folks here; it sounds like your TV needs to be degaussed.
I had a similar problem with an older TV, but it didn't spread outside of the one corner, so it's something that you could choose to live with - even though it is pretty damn annoying.
I had a similar problem with an older TV, but it didn't spread outside of the one corner, so it's something that you could choose to live with - even though it is pretty damn annoying.
Watching Slash play guitar gives me shivers and depending on the song, makes me cry.
I saw him play at an anti-war rally in 2003. It was actually a suprise because i was right at the front of the stage and no one had any idea who would be playing, but there i was right below Slash. It was amazing. Fucking amazing because i always...
Read More
I saw him play at an anti-war rally in 2003. It was actually a suprise because i was right at the front of the stage and no one had any idea who would be playing, but there i was right below Slash. It was amazing. Fucking amazing because i always...
Read More
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
angelsilence:
hey thanx for the comment. I used to have two little kittens. They were really stinky.... 
anyways...so you're from torrance, huh?
I think the it's getting kinda old here. I'm trying to get out to Colorado as soon as possible.
anyways...so you're from torrance, huh?
I think the it's getting kinda old here. I'm trying to get out to Colorado as soon as possible.
joshof13thfloor:
Hello.
I just saw your PSW set for the first time a moment ago and I just wanted to stop by here and tell you how amazingly beautiful I thought you looked in it.
Hope that doesn't seem creepy-ish.
-Josh
I just saw your PSW set for the first time a moment ago and I just wanted to stop by here and tell you how amazingly beautiful I thought you looked in it.
Hope that doesn't seem creepy-ish.
-Josh
mineux:
prom 2004 and 2006 (i looked better in 04)
Im still hangin around having a bit of fun. Leaving journal comments about.
I love my best friends, and yet again boys are being fuckwits towards them. Grrrr.
Not much to say about me, most of my internal thoughts are going into a private journal and being delivered to my therapist once a week.
Drinking an ice cold Coca Cola, yumminess.
I want my Drew...
Read More
I love my best friends, and yet again boys are being fuckwits towards them. Grrrr.
Not much to say about me, most of my internal thoughts are going into a private journal and being delivered to my therapist once a week.
Drinking an ice cold Coca Cola, yumminess.
I want my Drew...
Read More
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
american_exile:
so its close to three weeks until drew is home right? You must be excited. Ill have to be sure to say goodbye to him before i go on leave on my birthday to save ny best friend from her boyfriend(Im a bastard, i know) Well, untiil next time, 
american_exile:
NO NO NO! He was supposed to be home on the 28th! Dammit. I always like to hear that people are getting out of the army. This sucks, but seriously its only a couple more weeks and from the latest news i heard he wont be getting stop lossed as that isnt going to occur until may. But please dont hate your life, I have enough self loathing as of late that I think it would cover a couple other peoples as well. All will be well soon, my friend, so please try and look at this in a positive light. I totally think it sucks that he wont be home the time he told me but he will soon be there with you. And I expect that your journals will be much happier then. Me, alot of work ahead to reach my happy place.
Oh and did you know that your the PSW model? your the model for two groups, thats got to be a record!
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:57PM]
Oh and did you know that your the PSW model? your the model for two groups, thats got to be a record!
[Edited on Dec 03, 2004 8:57PM]
Adding yourself to your own friends list is amusing.
I think i have the plague.
I coughed on the doorknobs of neighbors i dislike.
It made me feel mildly better.
I think i have the plague.
I coughed on the doorknobs of neighbors i dislike.
It made me feel mildly better.
cathedra:
too freaking cool girl!!!! you are soul sistahs 4 sure!
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
yuriel:
wow haha clapper
chiapets
damn all soooo cheesy!
chiapets
damn all soooo cheesy!
cathedra:
just wanted to swing by and hug you. you're beautiful, know that!
in the end it all goes away(or...it's alright, if you don't think about it.)
easier said than done..right?! after all it just is...and like most things that "are" you can rest assured that you will soon take it for granted and barely take notice of it anymore.
Look...only he can prevent forest fires...no one can help us unless we let them help us.
My dad was (is) a sexual predator and my mom always said I'd grow up just like him...well, guess what I didn't. I live out my fantasies in my art, my mind my music and well, a few willing friends if you must know...nothing kinky...just a few fun mind games now and again to keep us sharp.
It's sad to see those we want close move so far away...good thing the world is round...someday they're gonna end up right back beside us.
Just sort of some free association...no real advice...accept that you are beautiful and you have a responsibility to you. Not everyone will accept all that love baby, so you got to keep the vessel in tact until they do.
Anyway, have a few breif moments of clarity and forgetfulness today and you'll be fine.
Lots of love...
[Edited on Dec 18, 2004 12:50AM]
I finally read both your journal and the article. It sounds very sad and he needs help more then jail time. I believe the father has his son bests interests at heart. As far as you and him well, you have been a great friend to him but you have your own life to live and a family as well. Do not beat yourself up over it. You've done everything you can for him. Just pray for him(if you pray) and hope he gets the assistance he needs.