Ugh, today was a bland stale day to end all bland
stale days. I'm, what, ten days into this diet? Yeah, I think that's it. I don't feel so bad, just tired all the time, but I'm lazy anyway, so that doesn't matter. Next week in Atlanta, I think I'll get a tattoo while I'm up there, maybe there will be better tattoo artists. Anyway,...
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stale days. I'm, what, ten days into this diet? Yeah, I think that's it. I don't feel so bad, just tired all the time, but I'm lazy anyway, so that doesn't matter. Next week in Atlanta, I think I'll get a tattoo while I'm up there, maybe there will be better tattoo artists. Anyway,...
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Hmph. I suppose that my time with Jen is over. So I think that it's time for me to assess the mess, so to speak. I mean, why did it end so abruptly. What happened? Am I really such a bad person that I can't have a relationship? Do I push everyone away when they try to get close to me? Maybe I'm afraid to...
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crazygrrl:
Letting yourself be happy is probably the hardest thing you can learn to do. It eludes me too, so I feel your pain.
monet:
I'm glad things are out in the open now. Things will get better, and you'll find a girl who's worth your time and will appreciate you!
it's funny that you called me all grown up. haha....thanks for looking at my set!
it's funny that you called me all grown up. haha....thanks for looking at my set!
Well, I'm, what, five days into this DIEt, and I'm feeling ok now.....the first few days were pure hell, but I think I've gotten over the wall, so to speak. No headaches or anything. I saw Once Upon A Time In Mexico, and Johnny Depp, of course, did the best with what he had in a choppy, no plot movie. But it wasn't all bad....
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rose:
If I could afford to take time off I would. I am becoming a very boring person. Work is stealing my personality away from me 
xoxoxRose
xoxoxRose
monet:
"I'M ADDICTED BABY!!!" that is what i call cute. Yes, I'm very surprised that I was able to buy the CD. But I wanted it so bad, and I was sick of waiting for my friend to lend it to me. I hope the diet is still going ok for you.
My life is sucking heaping gobs of suck juice right now.........I'm on this wicked strict diet for the third day, and feeling mighty tired from it. I only eat six ounces of meat at every meal, and eight ounces of salad at lunch and dinner. And one apple a day. That's it. No Sugar either. No caffeine. Tell me that doesn't take the joy out...
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sabine:
oh god...sounds like a living hell. i'm trying to eat better, but i could never get that hardcore into it. i love food way too much. it's amazing to me anyone could make it even three days. i guess if you're going to do something, might as well do it up right. but don't be too hard on yourself. if you starve yourself sooner or later you'll end up binging, so i've heard. i've never had the will power to keep w/a diet.
preppylegend:
Do you carry scales around with you , or am I missing the point.
BTW you should try living with Crohn's , that diet , pretty much, rest of your life . Sucks.
BTW you should try living with Crohn's , that diet , pretty much, rest of your life . Sucks.
If tears were a form of currency, I would be a rich man...........
crazygrrl:
It is strange we think alike. I had a misconception that females were the only ones who thought that way. I definitely empathize with you. And I'd share a kleenex with you anytime.
Okay, so Jen still hasn't called. Oh boy. Should I call her and apologize? She did say she would call and didn't. So I don't think I should. Anyway, the days will keep coming, and I will keep going on........
I'm feeling like a puppy that no one wants. Like letting out one of those slow little whiny noises with my head down, eyes looking...
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I'm feeling like a puppy that no one wants. Like letting out one of those slow little whiny noises with my head down, eyes looking...
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Okay, so Jen said she would call tonight, and I figured she got off at Five, but by seven thirty she hadn't called yet, and I was bored, so I called her. I started the conversation with " I thought we were going to hang out tonight", which we never actually said, she just said she would call. Then we got into this whole crappy...
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crazygrrl:
Maybe an apology for the misunderstanding is in order instead of just letting the girl and you part ways. You may not understand the situation fully (and the same can be said with her of you) but at least you can let her know where you stand. What she chooses to do with that information, you have no control over.
monet:
What? It's been nearly 2 weeks and you guys haven't hung out? That really sucks, and I don't think you were wrong at all. And sweetie it hurts my chest to hear you say how tonight would have been perfect for you guys to hang out. I remember when I was dating someone, and there would be certain days or nights that I would just smile at the thought of us being together at that moment. But he would either be working or chose to smoke up with his friends. I hated it so much! I know how you feel. I hope everything gets better sweet baby!
Do you ever feel like the world is just so far away,
like you aren't a part of it? The world turns, with it's
frantic normal people running around busy with their
husbands and wives and jobs and kids and this and that, but you are stuck in your own little corner, out
of touch with everything that is going on around you....that's me. I...
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like you aren't a part of it? The world turns, with it's
frantic normal people running around busy with their
husbands and wives and jobs and kids and this and that, but you are stuck in your own little corner, out
of touch with everything that is going on around you....that's me. I...
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rxqueen:
i can relate to that a little too well at this point in my life.
haha a festering oozing rash of happiness!
you ooze coolness, my man.
haha a festering oozing rash of happiness!
you ooze coolness, my man.
mrsmead:
that stuff appears to be contrails
I had a dream last night that I was in the top floor
of a hospital, where I wasn't supposed to be, and it
was some sort of ward for old people on their way
out of this world. I was sneaking around looking at
them in despair, like I was really feeling pain for them.
I was so sad, and my brother was with...
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of a hospital, where I wasn't supposed to be, and it
was some sort of ward for old people on their way
out of this world. I was sneaking around looking at
them in despair, like I was really feeling pain for them.
I was so sad, and my brother was with...
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alisa:
maybe it means it's time for a change. that it's the end of your old world or something. that maybe it's time for a kind of rebirth or something.
that is pretty intense, though. and you know i don't even think satan could have been that cruel as to make those things. i think they were sent by aliens to weed out the incredibly stupid.
that is pretty intense, though. and you know i don't even think satan could have been that cruel as to make those things. i think they were sent by aliens to weed out the incredibly stupid.
monet:
40!!!!!!! I don't think so. I feel weird enough already when those guys hit on me. eeeek! As long as you're in the 20's I'm pretty much cool with it. heheheheheh you're funny!
Monkey on my back, thy name is depression.....I dunno, what's wrong with me. Lately I haven't wanted to do much more than sleep and eat. I tried to go out today and find stuff to do, but I ended up getting mad at everything, like I hated the world or something, and then just turned around and came home to sulk. It's almost like I'm...
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deadish:
poor mindless, i know how you feel, the last few weeks i haven't had much reason to go out the house so just stayed in and made excuses not to when asked...i wondered for a while if i was becoming agoraphobic but i think i just like being lazy at the moment but at the same time i feel bad about it. The shop is coming on, i have a good chance of getting the property i want this time. of course you can come work for me! provided you join proverbial anger poo...
rose:
Oh nos. My weeks has been so manic depresive. I think that is why I loose interest in my journal and become far more vague each time I update. I hear you on the resting some more thing, headed that way myself.
xoxo Rose
xoxo Rose