Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

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Monkey on my back, thy name is depression.....I dunno, what's wrong with me. Lately I haven't wanted to do much more than sleep and eat. I tried to go out today and find stuff to do, but I ended up getting mad at everything, like I hated the world or something, and then just turned around and came home to sulk. It's almost like I'm in a bear in hibernation, but coming out only when I'm hungry. I haven't h ung out with the girl in a week, talking sporadically on the phone. I miss her. She's the only spark of life that penetrates this sad dark personal space of mine. I did buy the new Placebo album, but that just makes me even sadder, so I guess it serves it's purpose. I think I'm going to go sleep some more. The world doesn't seem so bad in slumber.......
deadish:
poor mindless, i know how you feel, the last few weeks i haven't had much reason to go out the house so just stayed in and made excuses not to when asked...i wondered for a while if i was becoming agoraphobic but i think i just like being lazy at the moment but at the same time i feel bad about it. The shop is coming on, i have a good chance of getting the property i want this time. of course you can come work for me! provided you join proverbial anger poo...smile
rose:
Oh nos. My weeks has been so manic depresive. I think that is why I loose interest in my journal and become far more vague each time I update. I hear you on the resting some more thing, headed that way myself.
xoxo Rose

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