mindless

I'm taking a cue from Faith right now and wearing my heart on my crusty grey sleeve. Lately I've felt somewhat lonely. I mean, there are people in my life, I date, I have family, but I still have that...empty feeling. I don't understand. It's like I'm alone in my own little world, where no one else can enter. I tend to zone out everything else and focus on my problems entirely too much. Do any of you out there ever have people around you come up and just know from the way you're carrying yourself that something is wrong? I get that all the time. Maybe I should put on a happy mask and pretend for everyone. No, that wouldn't be me. My emotions are usually an open book.....I'll keep trucking though. If there is anything I've learned from others, it's that things, whether good or bad, do change. You never know what is just around the corner that could turn your life upside down. Who knows how fucked up things may turn out to be tomorrow? I'm nervous with anticipation......