mindless

I just got home from work at twelve in the afternoon to find my Ford Explorer gone. The bank repoed it. I was waiting for them to call me so I could convince them to let me send a certain amount of money to get them off my back for a while, and they repoed it. The bad thing is, I got it using my brothers credit. How could I let them take it? How could I do that to my brother? I don't think I can do anything right. I mean, I can see being a sucky person, but putting my suckiness on others? That's just wrong. I'm hating myself so much right now it's not even funny. I feel miserable. No one should ever help me again. I'm gonna go brood for awhile.