Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

mindless

Member Since 2002

Followers 23 Following 10

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Wednesday Oct 01, 2003

Oct 1, 2003
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
I was at work today, back from my vacation, and they told me one of the workers was out because his mom passed away, and all the memories of the last days I had with my father came flooding back. It's like my heart was going to just explode from the emotional outpour. I so wish I could only think of the good times we had. I feel so weak right now. I felt empty for so long after he passed, I never want to feel that way again......but it'll pass. On a positive note, I caught up with Jennifer last night and we still want to hang out. I'm determined to make this work. Anyway, enough blah blah for one entry. I'm going to go watch the World War II Documentary DVD I bought yesterday. Fascinating stuff. Later people.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
rxqueen:
awwwwwwwwww, i'm sorry.

about the friends thing. its like , once they get a little distant or weird i'll totally push myself away even more.
i guess im just afraid of...something.
i don't know.
blah.
Good luck with the Jennifer thing.
smile
Oct 2, 2003
crazygrrl:
You are so damn sweet. I'm having self-esteem issues as well as membership to the site issues. We'll see...

The emotional download you had sounds rough. I can't even imagine what you're going through (or already went through), but you have my sympathy.
Oct 3, 2003

More Blogs

  • 04.30.04
    7

    Friday Apr 30, 2004

    I like chocolate. I'm half white/half Brazilian. I am not a very…
  • 04.28.04
    2

    Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

    Sooooo...........I didn't take the job. Then I decided to take it no …
  • 04.26.04
    7

    Monday Apr 26, 2004

    Okay. Sunday I was talking to another dude who works with me. He sai…
  • 04.22.04
    4

    Thursday Apr 22, 2004

    I.........HATE........SPORTS. I.....HAVE.....HUGE.....EYES. I...…
  • 04.20.04
    4

    Tuesday Apr 20, 2004

    Let me just say, that I was a fool last night. I got too drunk by my…
  • 04.18.04
    8

    Sunday Apr 18, 2004

    I just got home from work at twelve in the afternoon to find my Ford…
  • 04.17.04
    0

    Saturday Apr 17, 2004

    This time, is hard It's not as easy as it was with you around …
  • 04.16.04
    8

    Friday Apr 16, 2004

    What good is regret if we can't do anything about it? I was talkin…
  • 04.14.04
    5

    Wednesday Apr 14, 2004

    Broken moments in time, can still shine, but they're getting old....…
  • 04.13.04
    8

    Tuesday Apr 13, 2004

    Please don't ever let the world defeat you, don't get buried in it's…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

24
years
11
months
29
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,701 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,818 followers
  • 15,141,978 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,877,346 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | Safety Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Complaint / Content Removal Policy | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2026

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo