mindless

Monkey on my back, thy name is depression.....I dunno, what's wrong with me. Lately I haven't wanted to do much more than sleep and eat. I tried to go out today and find stuff to do, but I ended up getting mad at everything, like I hated the world or something, and then just turned around and came home to sulk. It's almost like I'm in a bear in hibernation, but coming out only when I'm hungry. I haven't h ung out with the girl in a week, talking sporadically on the phone. I miss her. She's the only spark of life that penetrates this sad dark personal space of mine. I did buy the new Placebo album, but that just makes me even sadder, so I guess it serves it's purpose. I think I'm going to go sleep some more. The world doesn't seem so bad in slumber.......