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Sunday Mar 20, 2011

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So time to update the blog again.
Some of you may or may not know that my 30th Birthday is coming up. And I know it's just a day like any other day. But 30 has such a huge stigma attached to it. One being that after 30 you are not allowed to act childish.
You are supposed to be an adult. Be settled down. Having kids. Purchasing property, homes etc.
I have had a pretty good time between high school and now and I don't feel like a total loser. But I do feel that I should have been doing something greater by now.
Questions like if I only made that relationship work out with that one person. If only I wasnt such a newb to the dating scene and gf thing.
If only I had focused on school more. Tried harder at that job. If only I put more energy into actually bowling on the PBA tour and not just getting my Pro card and calling it quits.
If I tried harder at being fit. '
I tend to get super excited about new things. And I go into them full force.
What ends up happening is I get burned out/ bored of said thing. Or in the case of relationships I become
overbearing.

Wow rant much.

Anyways yeah so I am turning the big 30.
And there are 2 things I want.
It would be super rad if DJ Ztrip was playing locally and all my friends could go and party.
2 if I could meet Danielle Fishel. The host of The Dish ( now cancelled ), and Topanga from Boy Meets world.
Haha I am the biggest nerd.

So I ask you fine people of SG.
Would it be out of line to email these PSEUDO celebrities and be like my durty 30 is coming up and I would like nothing more but to bring my friends to listen Ztrip and to meet Danielle Fishel.

Yeah one in a million chance but you have to try right.
They are both pretty local to socal.

So yeah 30 scares me. Some of you older people cheer me up.
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stylar:
I love you!
Mar 21, 2011
darke:
Thanks, man. That's flattering considering how much I omit... It's that "tip of the iceberg" view of things because just speaking everything on my mind would be embarrassing, overly intense, or irritating to others... An adventure it may be, but being a creature of habit who is routinely required to alter those habits to satisfy others is both stressful and exhilarating. Don't get me wrong, I do it without reservation, the juice is definitely worth the squeeze. Sometimes the rewards are just a little hazy when you're in the middle of the workthrough.
Apr 9, 2011

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