mimesociety

So, I am pretty much over this girl.
and my Horoscope told me i should get over my ex. (in so many more words)
2 girls that I am over... anyone else??... no?.. great.
In THAT case.... I like a girl who is far away. . . . and I kinda like another one who is not as far away... but still not right around the corner.
I am really physically attracted to this girl and I have no idea how my other feelings are, but I am not a slut....
However... i think the sex would be amazing... and it's been far far far too long since i had great sex.
But.... on the other hand... I actually gave up sex for Lent.
It's kind of like that movie 40 days & 40 Nights with Josh Hartnett.
No sex.
No masturbation.
No anything...
until Easter.
I've got 30 something days to go. No sweat.




I had my first day off in a long time. I slept in. I had breakfast with my folks and my younger cousin. My best friend came over and we drove to plymouth, got food, cookies, and I went to my favorite bar and they now have my favorite beer on tap!!! HOBGOBLIN!! so good! Then we went to the british import store and got SHANDY BASS ALE. Also quite delicious.
afterwards we walked around in my woods looking for ghosts via EVP readings.
No such luck... but we did find a lot of deer tracks and deer poop!! mmm.

Anywhoo... we tramped home and played some yahtzee. my friend mike came over. brandon left. mike and i watched www.barstoolsports.com and watched the olympics for a while. then my friend Elizabeth came over.
I Love Liz. and I am so happy she does not want to rip my flesh off and feed it to bears anymore.
we watched New Moon because I hadn't seen it yet, and ate fresh baked cookies that my step mom made.
but she was too tired to watch another movie.. so we're saving those for another time.

I miss Liz.

That was the first time I've hung out with her (excluding her birthday 2 days ago) for about 3 weeks. That is far too long to be going without hanging out with your best female friend. I kind of pissed her off, but unintentionally. it was misinformation and a lack of communication between us that led to this particular development in the first place. But... i think the dust has settled because she was happy enough to come over and watch a movie.


Which reminds me.... I need to get my shit together. I have A LOT of cleaning to do... and I have to clean up my life as well.

if i EVER want to get married... i'll need a real job. that means I need to pass the MTEL and become a teacher and buy my own house.

I want to prove so many people wrong.




well... time to read some comics and go to bed.

G'night!