I have seen some of the fine people here on SG doing this "challenge" of their favourite photo... and it made me think which of the photos of myself I might like the most. Well... at the moment this one here is what would also suit me best.
This photo is originally intended to be used to promote me as a wrestler (not sure if this will ever happen...), but somehow it is pretty adequate of how my life is and how I am.
I am always observing my surrounding, averything happening around me and especially people. Most of the time I don't really speak (except if I'm with people I like or can talk about something I like) and so many people always regarded me as mysterious and withdrawn.
The fist is somehow quite adequate for my inner anger I have and sometimes I feel the urge to simply destroy some stuff or crush some skulls... Luckily for some people I prefer to stay out of prison, otherwise some shitheads would probably have trouble eating correctly or breathing normally...
But the most accurate thing about this picture is me how I look/watch through the window. I will turn 39 this year and most of the time I was always watching... not participating or maybe even being the person being watched (except the time I was the singer of a local metal band or when I was showing something with my Capoeira group)... even now as a ring announcer in the greatest sport on earth, pro wrestling, and as the commentator for the NEW... I feel like I am always just watching from the inside/outside to what good things are happening to others. Sometimes I feel like a creepy bastard lurking in the shadows and watching everything while being scary or grumpy. Although I had some nice moments in my life and even was married (divorce is still not finished because of some idiots who can't read or won't read...) I still feel left out... I still look through a window and wonder if I will ever find peace in my life and will find the happiness I am looking for... Tu jee veerey!
