We all make errors, some smaller, some bigger, but there's always this "what if...". Well, and as I tend to think a lot about stuff like this and as this often helps to get rid of old stuff... here's my list:
1. Don't marry her... I know, it sounds like a cliché, but still it is the truth. Especially the last year was pretty much the worst I had in any relationship untill now.
2. Get your ass up and do something for your body! I lost nearly 22kg during the past 8 months by adjusting my eating plan and damn I love myself! Not in a narcissistic way, but in a good way, a positive way. I can again look in the mirror and actually "like" what I see.
3. Get yourself straight again! Sounds weird, but it is just two weeks ago that I finally found some sort of inner peace... again. It took me five years, or even more(?), to get myself straight again and be able to fully reflect on my needs and my mind. Two weeks ago I was told by my wrestling trainer the great Alex Wright that I am on a good path to fulfill my dream of becoming a pro wrestler! And damn that felt awesome!!! It still feels.
4. Stop cheating yourself! Yeah, everybody does it and I should have done this at that moment in time. Maybe it would have saved me a lot of trouble and maybe I would have found my "luck" earlier...
5. Start with that wrestling thing already! Hell yeah, it does hurt, it is exhausting, but it is the best decision I have ever made! And if I would have started at that time, I would now be already touring around Europa and maybe even the US? But as I just started... things might take a bit longer. Until then, let's get it on!