so its thursday!!
only one more hellish day and it will be the weekend! I was planning on sleeping a lot this weekend because I havent been sleeping at night for more than like 3 hours a night. Its really bad. I've been so tired that i drop stuff and my eyes are all burny for some reason. oh well
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only one more hellish day and it will be the weekend! I was planning on sleeping a lot this weekend because I havent been sleeping at night for more than like 3 hours a night. Its really bad. I've been so tired that i drop stuff and my eyes are all burny for some reason. oh well
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busy busy
all the time
trying to remember i only have 4 days to pack my car and drive and get settled in
yet i played that new simpsons video game for like 6 hours today. it was a good time
went record shopping and ran into an old friend. we talked for an hour. it had been so longsince i had seen her. she...
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all the time
trying to remember i only have 4 days to pack my car and drive and get settled in
yet i played that new simpsons video game for like 6 hours today. it was a good time
went record shopping and ran into an old friend. we talked for an hour. it had been so longsince i had seen her. she...
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tadzi:
none of my friends are married yet...i was engaged once. i never regretted that, but its hard to believe it now when i look back on it
moongreaser:
ah donnie darko. so do you think gretchen's mom is still gonna disapear on halloween? baths are good. 
I just wanted to update. Not too much to really say. I'm bored. I wish women could not wear shirts in the summer. It would be great to go topless. thats one thing i would love about living far away from everything. to be able to just be naked and get the mail.
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damon:
im back around, just not much... i cant remember what you look like!!!
i lost my favorite lunachicks sweatshirt. the one with the skeleton bones on the sleeves and the logo in blood on the front. I tried to get a new one from gokartrecords and their sold out.
Does anyone know where I can get one??
I would love you forever and ever.
Does anyone know where I can get one??
I would love you forever and ever.
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varzadium:
Who knows Millie, we might have both watched LOTR:RoTK in the same theater. 
canonbobo:
I have one.
Isn't it great when you meet new people and then all the good music they like rubs off on you and you have new music to listen to?
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pocketrocket:
hi! 
ok il ove you now! u put tigerarmy,and outkast( shake it ,skake it,shake it like a polaroid) in the same line!
ok il ove you now! u put tigerarmy,and outkast( shake it ,skake it,shake it like a polaroid) in the same line!
trocc:
sharing music is a wonderful thing
So I finally know what I am going to be for Halloween. I have decided to be Melanie Daniels the blonde lady in The Birds. I still have to get my clothes but I'm excited. I'm going to get a blonde wig and mess up my hair and put bloody cuts all over. Maybe I'll even get a bird to be stuck in my hair....
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hefaistos:
being un-shy isnt so hard. have to remember to make eye contact, speak your mind, and dont worry about rejection or fear. life is way to short to be shy.
nuria:
Yeah thanks, the vacation wasn't too terrible.
xoxo
xoxo
this morning I got to pet a mini weiner dog which is in fact my dream doggie. It made my day. I think I freaked out the owners I bit with my excitement and pland to get my own and call him Sparky. I wish that I could get a dog so much. It would be great we could watch tv together and hang out.
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hefaistos:
i have a goldfish named sparky.
hellkitten:
Awww! I love those tiny doggies! I once met a min-pin named Molly. So cute I wanted to steal her +o)
mirrored image left broken
missed
you left when my eyes
missed your face
now left with too much space
cleaned mess of broken hearts
kissed enlightened sparks
love swept and air light
my soul filled with divine care
yet you remain unaware
missed
you left when my eyes
missed your face
now left with too much space
cleaned mess of broken hearts
kissed enlightened sparks
love swept and air light
my soul filled with divine care
yet you remain unaware
dannydmc:
Very nice poem; I liked it.
Very nice poem; I liked it.
Ok I am now obcessed with super mario brothers the orginal. I get nothing else done anymore. oh well I didn't feel like studying anyway. I wanted to go to a poetry slam tonight at this cute coffee house right up the street but no one would go along with me. I'm terrible at going places alone. I never do it anymore. I should go...
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I have to update because my depressing journal has been up there for far too long.
I wish it was not sunday already. Yucky. I hope this week flies by.
I wish it was not sunday already. Yucky. I hope this week flies by.
hellkitten:
I hope so too. I was busy all weekend and didn't get much of a chance to do nothing and lay around +o)
hellkitten:
Have you seen this? I want them all now. hehe...
I have to update because my depressing journal has been up there for far too long.
I wish it was not sunday already. Yucky. I hope this week flies by.
I wish it was not sunday already. Yucky. I hope this week flies by.
my life has taken some odd turns lately. Its only been a month since I got back in town and things are not going the way I had hoped at all! Fist i was all excited to see my bestfriend?ex girlfriend? who knows and that all turned to shit and even after two years if "trying" to get over her have not suceeded. things are...
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schleprock:
I'm sorry to hear that you are so down and out. It was very rude for you ex not to call you or respond to your emails. Her doing that makes everything worse, right? And I don't know why she is acting the way she is. Maybe she is a messed up as you are right now.
There is nothing wrong with being hung up on someone for that long as a doesn't stop you from getting envolved with other people. There is one lady in my life who makes me cry even though we haven't been together for 5 years. I have been with people since but she will always hold a special place and I am not sure if I will ever stop loving her but I had to come to the conclussion that she was never coming back to me in that way.
Right now. I would watch lots of Simpsons. Try to find something I could eat and not throw up because low blood sugar will make things much worse and think about sitting in the sun and reading for a while.
There is nothing wrong with being hung up on someone for that long as a doesn't stop you from getting envolved with other people. There is one lady in my life who makes me cry even though we haven't been together for 5 years. I have been with people since but she will always hold a special place and I am not sure if I will ever stop loving her but I had to come to the conclussion that she was never coming back to me in that way.
Right now. I would watch lots of Simpsons. Try to find something I could eat and not throw up because low blood sugar will make things much worse and think about sitting in the sun and reading for a while.
undersad:
i am really sorry to hear that. i recently broke up with a girl and i know where you are coming from sort of i guess.
yea like nuria said i hope this doesn't cause any resentment for posting in your journal about something so personal.
kind of how i deal with hurt is writing crappy poetry. i have this journal that i have had for like 6 years now and it is filled with remorseful and depressing poems. i carry it with me everywhere i go b/c i hope one time something will inspire me to write something happy. when that day comes i am going to put that journal away somewhere far away , and start a new depressing journal.
anyway i'll send lots of hugs your way and hope you feel better.
yea like nuria said i hope this doesn't cause any resentment for posting in your journal about something so personal.
kind of how i deal with hurt is writing crappy poetry. i have this journal that i have had for like 6 years now and it is filled with remorseful and depressing poems. i carry it with me everywhere i go b/c i hope one time something will inspire me to write something happy. when that day comes i am going to put that journal away somewhere far away , and start a new depressing journal.
anyway i'll send lots of hugs your way and hope you feel better.
-Ash
Rage Against the Machine - Wake Up!
good song to wake you up.
[Edited on Jan 15, 2004 10:11AM]
I want to see Big Fish, too. I'm going the first cheap-tuesday after I get my student loan in. I can't wait. I hear it's amazing! I hope they're still playing Return of the King then, too. I might stick around the theatre all day and catch up on what I've missed. Mmmm... think of all that buttery popcorn!