millions

So I'm sitting here, lacking sleep and food in a self induced, "negative binge".
This movie makes me want to try many, many drugs.
Such as...
LSD, A.K.A Acid
Cocaine
Peyote
Crystal Meth
Speed
Etc.
All that happy horseshit.
This movie also reminds me of the phenomenal changes that have taken place since I broke up with "the ex".
It makes me happy that I have been refered to as ominous before. I suppose that means I like to be mysterious or something like that.
Of course,
I'm also brutally honest.
A walking talking fucking smoking drinking thinking shitting contradiction.
I love myself so much I hate myself.
Just like love for another, you love till you hate.
Then you go crazy, and think about killing yourself.
Life is fucked up, and this is my life.

That's all.