I know people only put online what they want others to see, Only showing a snap shot into their life, mainly the best of times but it still doesn't stop me wanting what other people appear to have! Does that make me pathetic or just desperately unhappy?!
So I was having a casual chat between shooting today when the photographer asked me what my hobbies were.....
"Does sleeping, watching TV and cats count?!"
Is it really bad that I appear to have none?! Anyone have any good hobbies or interests?
So I've spent the last week in Scotland. It was so lovely not to be at work, much needed break. Unfortunately there were far to many low points to my time off, all coming together in a mass of lonely, sad shitiness.
There were a few nice bits tho.... Got to hang out and get shitbag wasted in Edinburgh which is an awesome city
Also
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..... That I genuinely want to be alone. I can be by myself, and don't NEED anyone else.
Now do I have the balls to action this......?!
The last few months has really tested my patience and tolerance towards people. The new job has not turned out so well. Not only am I physically and mentally drained, it has also left me questioning my own ability. No one should work as hard as I damn do to be left feeling that way.
Last week though something in me switched, and all of...
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You may or may not have noticed I haven't been around in a while......
Not going to lie things have been pretty crap. This was ment to be my year, things had to be better than last year but no....
However I am stronger now so I'm fighting on.... Bitches I'm back!
Gosh, so I STILL haven't managed to sort out my phone, and I have had really limited time and access to the internet as well!
Lots of drama has gone down last few weeks. Firstly the new job is still not going well at all, I have only been there 2 months and I've already had 3 different managers - says it all really doesn't...
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And now its buggered! GRR I also spent my day not only trying to sort phone but getting my car MOT'd.......... So I have been carless and phoneless, You have as well just take my senses away.
Sad isn't it that we are so depended on this stuff.
**Have a crappy webcam fed up selfie because well, why the hell not!
So this year I was going to make one finally attempt to make it with my modelling, I have had a few shoots and today I have been updating my online port and putting myself out there abit more. If anyone has some advice or wants to shoot then lets chat. I'm not to proud to ask for help......
Mighton Jayne xxx
I'm going to lounge around and watching tv. Shall I watch some sons of anarchy or frozen again?
Also I'm damn hungry I can either have fruit and raw veg or poptarts and chilli?!
Hmmm......