insanity ensued last night. holy shit.
i dont even know...hahaha
just some thoughts for the day...
today sucked bc i was so nauseas i couldnt eat anything at all blech. (even brownies...seriously, like good/bad food couldnt even do it for me)
watched a bootleg of bounty hunter which i didnt even get to see the end of
established im sick of being exhausted from fighting with other people when theyre bothered about their own bullshit and taking it out on me - and when i calmly try and tell them that they tell me to shut up bc im not a psychiatrist which in turn makes me more angry
and then i explain to my mother why im pissed off and she in turn goes "ok....how about you clean your room?"....i seriously need to move out again.
tomorrows gonna suck bc i have classes which im not prepared with shit for mrahhh. especially for keyboard harmonyyyy oh thats gonna suck. im just trying to pass at this point.
and i still have to go to the met to see la traviata for my paper i have to do for music lit. and i would totally go with my friends from school....except my stalker has somehow weaseled his way into the group of people going which in turn makes me not want to go. (im using that "which in turn" expression a lot today...)
so you know...if anyones interested in going lemme know...
i have to practice a million and one things tonight bc i have performances this week apparently with another college select choral group...and i have solos in "alma dei creatoris"....some of which im not even sure of how to sing other than sight singing....which means ill be cramming all night. lame..
so anyways like i was saying earlier...i actually had fun last night...which was long overdue with all the work and school stress going on... i wish it wasnt easter so i couldve stayed out longer and had a longer recovery period hahaha but what are you going to do...now ill actually make regular appearances at sgny events...hopefully ahaa...
i dont even knowww....
im just rambling at this point and procrastinating doing my work and shit. and ill stop rambling now but ill probably keep procrastinating. =)
i dont even know...hahaha
just some thoughts for the day...
today sucked bc i was so nauseas i couldnt eat anything at all blech. (even brownies...seriously, like good/bad food couldnt even do it for me)
watched a bootleg of bounty hunter which i didnt even get to see the end of
established im sick of being exhausted from fighting with other people when theyre bothered about their own bullshit and taking it out on me - and when i calmly try and tell them that they tell me to shut up bc im not a psychiatrist which in turn makes me more angry
and then i explain to my mother why im pissed off and she in turn goes "ok....how about you clean your room?"....i seriously need to move out again.
tomorrows gonna suck bc i have classes which im not prepared with shit for mrahhh. especially for keyboard harmonyyyy oh thats gonna suck. im just trying to pass at this point.
and i still have to go to the met to see la traviata for my paper i have to do for music lit. and i would totally go with my friends from school....except my stalker has somehow weaseled his way into the group of people going which in turn makes me not want to go. (im using that "which in turn" expression a lot today...)
so you know...if anyones interested in going lemme know...
i have to practice a million and one things tonight bc i have performances this week apparently with another college select choral group...and i have solos in "alma dei creatoris"....some of which im not even sure of how to sing other than sight singing....which means ill be cramming all night. lame..
so anyways like i was saying earlier...i actually had fun last night...which was long overdue with all the work and school stress going on... i wish it wasnt easter so i couldve stayed out longer and had a longer recovery period hahaha but what are you going to do...now ill actually make regular appearances at sgny events...hopefully ahaa...
i dont even knowww....
im just rambling at this point and procrastinating doing my work and shit. and ill stop rambling now but ill probably keep procrastinating. =)
You're in a choral group. That's really cool. Tell me more about that if you get the chance. And I wish you all the best with your solo. I'm sure you'll shine. And then afterwards, you can treat yourself to that brownie you can't have now