Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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so today I had a test and I think it went alright! woo hoo, by they way on the way in, I got my butt checked out by a cute boy (which is always a good thing)

sydni is absolutely amazing! she is kind enough to give me advice on men, and then comment in my journal, you should go give her kisses and lots of attention, she deserves it. (plus she's hot)

I am constantly in a state of confusion when it comes to my love life and my interested (but then uninterested, then interested again) boys... I'm pretty sure I fuck things up from time to time, but I can't be the cause of all of this.. all I want it is someone to hold me for a little while and give me kisses on my forehead, I used to be more interested in sex, but then I realized they never will call you back, and then you have to live with the idea that you are nothing more than some slut to them.... so i'm giving up completely, I know I always say this, but seriously this time I mean it. If someone wants me, they are going to have to come and get me, I will not give out any more effort to these boys...

I'm wearing a dress today because it's beautiful outside! and I'm eating candy because rayna and I stocked up on cheap Easter candy yesterday. plus, I get to see my mommy tonight and go swimming, and chill in the hot tub, so it looks like today is a damn good day!!

I'm frustrated that Quinne has another set up today, I mean she is hot as hell, but my poor little rayna has had a set waiting to go up for seriously over 6 months now.. and all the other lovely ladies I love on here get can't a second set up either (even when they are absolutely beautiful), and she's lucky enough to get like 5 in a year... frown I hope they put up some of my favorite ladies sets soon!

I like this whole asking me questions thing.. keep it up..

here is a question for you:
If there was one thing about yourself that you wish you could improve what would it be and why?

(edited to say that I'm going to start taking peole off of my friends list that I've never talked to, so if you want to be my friend say something!)
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sydni:
if I could change one thing.....

internally? I would better my memory.

externally? I want a small waist/flat stomach.

how's the not focusing on boys goin' for ya?
raen:
i wish i could fix my eysight (lasik may do it too). it would be easier to shoot and i think girls don't like glasses. i know there is a guys with glasses are hot thread but it is bullshit. anyway they make me look too intellectual and they break up my face. i kinda just realized one day too that everyone else has waaaayy more peripheral vision than i do. that caused me to question, do girls just sense when we are looking at your ass, or have I always just been really obvious. i've had girls tell me that they just sense it. i like metaphysical stuff like that. it makes me think maybe there is something good beyond what we see around us. smile

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