Well, just got back from my psuedo date (was it a date? shit I don't know) with the boy from class.
He has a great house, very homey and comfurtable. Lots of fake plastic trees and various faux plant life. I just about shit my pants when I saw his DVD collection. He has over 600 dvds and it continues over two rooms. He collects Criterion collections and pays like a hundred dollars for some of them. No Slumber Party Massacre movies though. This disapointed me, but I cant except too much from the guy.
We watched 2LDK and when it was time to say goodbye I kinda freaked and walked to the door and did this STUPID little goodbye wave and wished him good sleep.
I got all panicky because I was afraid the kiss might happen, and now thinking about it, it probably wouldnt yet, but for some reason this always happens to me. First kiss panic attacks.
Does anyone else have these?
I mean, I didnt even hug the guy for crying out loud. I don't even know if he would've went for it because I gave him no chance, but god.
I've freaked about the first kiss since I was 13 when it first happened, but fuck man, I'm almost 21, when does it end?I'm so nervous I rarely ever enjoy it.
Any advice?
But I do have to say one thing though. He is the only boy latley (in the past yer really) who hasnt tried to get into my pants and is actually interested in me as a person. I've been out on dates since my last relationship and they've been absolute hell. So this is nice, and refreshing, and slow. Which I need I think.
He has a great house, very homey and comfurtable. Lots of fake plastic trees and various faux plant life. I just about shit my pants when I saw his DVD collection. He has over 600 dvds and it continues over two rooms. He collects Criterion collections and pays like a hundred dollars for some of them. No Slumber Party Massacre movies though. This disapointed me, but I cant except too much from the guy.
We watched 2LDK and when it was time to say goodbye I kinda freaked and walked to the door and did this STUPID little goodbye wave and wished him good sleep.
I got all panicky because I was afraid the kiss might happen, and now thinking about it, it probably wouldnt yet, but for some reason this always happens to me. First kiss panic attacks.
Does anyone else have these?
I mean, I didnt even hug the guy for crying out loud. I don't even know if he would've went for it because I gave him no chance, but god.
I've freaked about the first kiss since I was 13 when it first happened, but fuck man, I'm almost 21, when does it end?I'm so nervous I rarely ever enjoy it.
Any advice?
But I do have to say one thing though. He is the only boy latley (in the past yer really) who hasnt tried to get into my pants and is actually interested in me as a person. I've been out on dates since my last relationship and they've been absolute hell. So this is nice, and refreshing, and slow. Which I need I think.
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graves:
see Im a really shy guy, i do the same thing you do....only ocassionaly ill make a move towards the first kiss, i just get worried im going to over step my bounds and come off as an asshole whos full of himself. But! I think you made the right move....now for the real test, how do things go when you guys dont talk about horror movies!? Oh yeah, i watched 2LDK, now i want to watch all my asian horror movies again....it was pretty good....for some reason it got me in the mood to watch "The Grudge" 
dark_templar:
glad to hear the advice helped 