called in sick again today. Does it count to call in sick when all you can feel inside is an overwhelming death? I don't feel really alive anymore. It's starting to get back to my old theory.. I feel like I've been in a coma for so long that I don't know what my life is really like. I know a coma is suppose to be a dream-less state, but I feel like my whole life right now is a dream inside of that coma, or at least just a dream. I don't want to go outside and talk to all of the people I "work" with in this dream because now I feel that they are all made up by my dreaming. I only want to talk to the people I "know" but did they know me before I started dreaming? Is life just passing me by, or am I falling off a building and slowly seeing my life pass before my eyes? 
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webigailboop:
if you're feeling sick you should take some elderberry...it's amazing i swear. i've been giving it to all of my friends that have been sick and they have been so impressed. it's a magic potion or something i think because it works so good.
stewd:
Plans for my party on the 22nd have been set... go to the SGPDX groups to rsvp!
