mia

If you haven't checked my pics lately, I have a dumb folder called stupid webcam or something.. yeah. so, look at me being bored! yay.

I woke up still tired. I'll probably just go back to sleep. When I swallow, I can tell everything is different. It's something only I can feel right now. I'm sitting here because I'm too scared to be anywhere else. I'm afraid of living everything like I have in the past. I don't want to feel the way I've felt before. I don't want that pain everyone has created around me.
All I crave are the times I felt comfortable. I can't even remember the bad times. Although the pit of my stomach aching is a reminder of something. I can't cry now though because my eyes have dried up and I miss living.