mia

how many marketing campaigns will swarm around the Atkins crap? I swear if I see one more add promoting eating more animals, I'm going to shoot someon... Oh crap! seriously, there's another one. Everyone, jump on! There's room left. I kept thinking this all day, but it kept happening. I guess my telepathy doesn't influence the media. Maybe I should try some other form of communication.

well, I'll have to admit, the last two nights were pretty much filled with drinking and feeling depressed, and realizing that some people just don't like me. That's okay. If they can't see past what I may have been years ago, then that's they're problem. I will forgive you for calling me a gin soaked whore, I will forgive you for dropping my guitar while I wasn't home, I will forgive you for breaking my heart, I will forgive you for ignoring the obvious, I will forgive you for stealing my money, I will forgive you for using me, I will forgive you for superficiality, I will forgive you for laughing behind my back. What is it that you can't see past in me? What really causes the expressionless eyes and disguisted responses? Don't throw away a real human being just to be in. Don't do it because that's what everyone else does. Do it because you hate me.

I haven't had a cigarette all day. I think I should just quit. I miss
Aristarch and my cat. I am jealous of anyone who is able to hang out with this amazing human being while I am here. She's neat. Hum the song from the 1st Mario Bros. level 1-2. She'll like it. and she will sing weird words to it. haha.