mexicore

Ok just got home from going out for NYE and what a night it was. Hung out with my ex g/f (Bobbi), her brother, best friend and her mom. We kept it mellow but it was great fun none the less. Drank more than my normal limit but only cuz the girls wouldn't stop giving me shots, but I didn't or have a hangover so its all good.
So I wasn't soo sure how things were gonna go down since I haven't seen Bobbi since we broke up back in mid June, and we only broke up cuz she was gonna be moving away to L.A. So she thought it would be better to break up before she made the move which was suppossed to be in July. Well the move never happened cuz her best friend couldn't make it with her so the move date kept getting pushed back and now she's not moving. So you see we didn't break up cuz we were fighting or not getting along or any other B/S We broke up while we were both very much into each other and it killed me that it happened but it had to be done. So thats why I was curious about how things would be after not seeing each other for soo long and feeling soo strongly for each other. I had asked her to hang out before, but she said she could never hang out with me just as friends so I was suprised and very happy she wanted me to be with her for New Years. Well the feelings are still pretty much there and they came out when we were alone. It was like we were still together, so it was very hard saying bye to her today. Well I'm still not feeling like I'm ready for a serious relationship again so her and I will remain great friends till who knows when or what happens