Went to see Fantastic Four on Saturday. I don't care what anyone says! I thought it was a good movie. They obviously couldn't do the things they did in the comic on the big screen (Doom's real history and monarchy), but it was understandable. It wouldn't be very smart to make it seem like the "All American" team is going after a ruthless dictator after all. Wait... didn't we just do that? Hmmm...
Besides, I got to see Jessica Alba in her underwear and looking super fucking hot throughout the entire movie (seriously... does she ever look bad?). That alone was worth the price of admission. Though I was wondering if the jocks sitting in my aisle were going to start jerking off during the movie with all the noises they were making when she came on.
Not much is going on lately. I've been bored off my ass at work but still manage to find the time to stress out about every small detail. Been back on medication for a bit to try and level me out, but I still have the need to cut all the fucking time. Things just seem to spiral so much and it makes me feel like I need to have that cold metal blade slicing through my skin just to ground me. Trying not to though. The girl freaks out when she sees my arms afterwards. And now that she's living with me, there's not really anywhere on my body I could do it without her seeing it.
Doesn't mean I don't see it when I close my eyes though.
If anyone remembers or is following the saga of my mom: She's doing fine. She's very active and is watching my little brother all by herself. She really doesn't act or seem like someone that has terminal cancer. She's been going to her treatments regularly, and is even thinking about trying "alternative" medication for it. She used to give me the worst grief for "straying form the flock" but now that it's convenient to her there's validity to the things I believe in. Yay for hypocrites!
Side note: She lost her hair but it looks cool. It just looks like she's a "modern" woman and decided to shave it. She still wears wigs though because she's an old school Mexican woman that believes that her hair is her whole image.
Ok... I wanted to write more but I have a fucking headache that hasn't gone away for 4 months and it just flared up. I need to go lie down.
Besides, I got to see Jessica Alba in her underwear and looking super fucking hot throughout the entire movie (seriously... does she ever look bad?). That alone was worth the price of admission. Though I was wondering if the jocks sitting in my aisle were going to start jerking off during the movie with all the noises they were making when she came on.
Not much is going on lately. I've been bored off my ass at work but still manage to find the time to stress out about every small detail. Been back on medication for a bit to try and level me out, but I still have the need to cut all the fucking time. Things just seem to spiral so much and it makes me feel like I need to have that cold metal blade slicing through my skin just to ground me. Trying not to though. The girl freaks out when she sees my arms afterwards. And now that she's living with me, there's not really anywhere on my body I could do it without her seeing it.
Doesn't mean I don't see it when I close my eyes though.
If anyone remembers or is following the saga of my mom: She's doing fine. She's very active and is watching my little brother all by herself. She really doesn't act or seem like someone that has terminal cancer. She's been going to her treatments regularly, and is even thinking about trying "alternative" medication for it. She used to give me the worst grief for "straying form the flock" but now that it's convenient to her there's validity to the things I believe in. Yay for hypocrites!
Side note: She lost her hair but it looks cool. It just looks like she's a "modern" woman and decided to shave it. She still wears wigs though because she's an old school Mexican woman that believes that her hair is her whole image.
Ok... I wanted to write more but I have a fucking headache that hasn't gone away for 4 months and it just flared up. I need to go lie down.
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I'm glad that your Mom's condition is improving. Though it's terminal, at least she's getting a chance to get some enjoyment out of life the time that she has left on this earth.
Take care.
thats what i like to hear!