Nick Drake - Pink Moon
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I went to my mom's house to pay her a visit today. It hurts so much to see her the way she is. She was the only strong figure I had in my life since my father was always high or beating one of us and to just see her so sick and tired that she couldn't even get out of bed to get a glass of water made me want to cry at her feet. I held it together though because that's what guys do... we don't cry. My little brother also grabbed my leg when I went to leave and said "please... don't go..."
I swear my heart breaks everytime I go over there.
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I went to my mom's house to pay her a visit today. It hurts so much to see her the way she is. She was the only strong figure I had in my life since my father was always high or beating one of us and to just see her so sick and tired that she couldn't even get out of bed to get a glass of water made me want to cry at her feet. I held it together though because that's what guys do... we don't cry. My little brother also grabbed my leg when I went to leave and said "please... don't go..."
I swear my heart breaks everytime I go over there.
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photomares:
and I agree its Ok to cry! I have seen some really tough guys cry in my life cuz were all human! hope it gets better! 
kris7:
That's some heavy stuff man. I agree with CHI, you need to find someone you can talk to in person about this stuff so you can let it all out. If I lived closer, I'd be all ears man. Take care.