Tuesday Mar 29, 2005

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The Shins - New Slang

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I've ben really cranky and a total shit lately. Everything seems to just fall apart around me. I'm sorry... I really am. And I am posting it here because I know you'll read it. I just miss you so fucking much and wish I had you so I could just get everything out. Can you believe that I haven't even accepted the fact that she's sick, let alone dying? I catch myself crying at weird moments in the day because it sinks in out of nowhere. I can't even fucking say it out loud... like if I don't say it it won't be true. I dunno...

Nothing can really excuse the way I treated you and the things I said to you. I know we're pobably fucked up now, but I just had to say I'm sorry.

(PS... this song is the only thing keeping me sane lately)
finch:
frown

why have you not called me?

you know i'm here for you to talk to whenever you want or need to.

i care about you, hun.
kris7:
I can see what you're saying. I'm sorry that you feel like you're going through this all alone, I can't even begin to imagine what you must be feeling right now. I hope things turn around for you and if they don't, I hope you can find the strength to soldier your way through it. I wish there was something more that I could say but I just don't have the words. Take care of yourself man. Drop me a line if you need to talk.

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