Found out why I've been in a funk lately and why I've been feeling so shitty. My mom just told me the doctors gave her 2 years to live. Her drunken husband told me during a family party and I couldn't help making a scene when I ran out to go home. My gf is in Long Beach visiting her dad so I'm in this...
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lackluster:
hey i dont honestly usually care so this means a lot: im really sorry for your situation. i never really knew my mom. it just touched me.
lackluster:
you could uy me that camera that youve been wanting to get me. hahaha 
I've been in a huge rut lately. I'm not sure what it is, but I just feel as though my life up to this point has been a huge void that I have been unable to fill. I wish I could find something to make me feel better and make me feel whole again, but I just can't seem to figure out what it is....
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finch:
and perhaps it's definitely not time to begin the old ways anew. that, my friend, would not help anything at all.
where do you think the trapped feeling is coming from? why don't you do your hobbies anymore? if you've realized that you're not doing them as much as you should, why don't you start again? what's holding you back from doing things that make you happy?
i realize this question sounds really stupid and odd, but it's something important to think about.
where do you think the trapped feeling is coming from? why don't you do your hobbies anymore? if you've realized that you're not doing them as much as you should, why don't you start again? what's holding you back from doing things that make you happy?
i realize this question sounds really stupid and odd, but it's something important to think about.
kellyjanice:
ive been there and it sucks... but i have faith it will all get better for you... it has to... 
Wow... ROTS kinda disappointed me...
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xabluestarx:
mind-numbingly orgasmic good
oh yea i like that.
oh yea i like that.
lackluster:
yeah just one time. but it was one HELL of a time.
Notwist - Pilot
Great band and beautiful song.
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So my gf has never seen a Star Wars movie in her entire life. She decided to let me in on this little tidbit mere days before the unveiling of Episode 3... big mistake. I've since purchased the DVD's for the original trilogy and forced her to watch A New Hope last night. Tonight is The...
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Great band and beautiful song.
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So my gf has never seen a Star Wars movie in her entire life. She decided to let me in on this little tidbit mere days before the unveiling of Episode 3... big mistake. I've since purchased the DVD's for the original trilogy and forced her to watch A New Hope last night. Tonight is The...
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kris7:
Um, dude Trent always drank. What I meant was that I had no idea he was a an alcoholic all those years.
Hold it, you got the DVD's for the original Trilogy? You mean those versions that George Lucas shamelessly raped in an ongoing fit of self-indulgent revisionism?
There's nothing like someone who hasn't seen any of the original Star Wars flicks to make you feel old.
Hold it, you got the DVD's for the original Trilogy? You mean those versions that George Lucas shamelessly raped in an ongoing fit of self-indulgent revisionism?
There's nothing like someone who hasn't seen any of the original Star Wars flicks to make you feel old.
lackluster:
YEAH! NOTWIST!
I learned today that I lack the ability to not stay stupid things.
geckogirl:
me too! but i can usually blame it on the booze
chi:
ditto....yes blame the drugs, even if they wernt in the picture. 
Isis - The Other
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I've been listening to a lot of new (to me) music lately. People have been handing out recommendations and I have liked it very very much. Just heard Ratatat and found them devilishly lovely, listened to some Handsome Boy Modeling School and grooved out a bit, but the main band that has me enthralled is Isis. Why did I...
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I've been listening to a lot of new (to me) music lately. People have been handing out recommendations and I have liked it very very much. Just heard Ratatat and found them devilishly lovely, listened to some Handsome Boy Modeling School and grooved out a bit, but the main band that has me enthralled is Isis. Why did I...
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decedent:
isis is the most brutal, crushing live experience ever. they're originally from boston, but when hydrahead records moved out to CA, they moved out there as well, so you should be able to get to one of their shows easily. your ears will be destroyed. and check out the mosquito control EP, that's my favorite of theirs.
if you like isis, you might like pelican, old man gloom, severed head of state, high on fire, sleep, tragedy and his hero is gone.
if you like isis, you might like pelican, old man gloom, severed head of state, high on fire, sleep, tragedy and his hero is gone.
monsterbaby:
I am all over the place when it comes to music, I am sorry for not leaving a recommendation.
I just wanted to drop by and tell you that I taking off to California for two weeks and won't be commenting much.
I know that sounds kinda lame announcing it and all but you are one of my favorite "friends" on SG and just wanted to let you know.
Take Care
I just wanted to drop by and tell you that I taking off to California for two weeks and won't be commenting much.
I know that sounds kinda lame announcing it and all but you are one of my favorite "friends" on SG and just wanted to let you know.
Take Care
The Decemberists - Sunshine
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Nothing to report this time. Just needed to upload a song I promised to a very pretty lady. Hope you enjoy it. The rest are on their way.
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Nothing to report this time. Just needed to upload a song I promised to a very pretty lady. Hope you enjoy it. The rest are on their way.
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lackluster:
the difference is... i know you do.
geckogirl:
its in my grubby little hands!
muchas gracias!
muchas gracias!
Decemberists - Everything I Try To Do, Nothing Seems To Turn Out Right
Absolutely beautiful but seriously scary and depressing. Think I found a theme song.
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I got to hang out with an old friend on Saturday. I really missed her. We had a small falling out but it only proved that we truly are friends. Weekend went fine enough afterwards though I...
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Absolutely beautiful but seriously scary and depressing. Think I found a theme song.
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I got to hang out with an old friend on Saturday. I really missed her. We had a small falling out but it only proved that we truly are friends. Weekend went fine enough afterwards though I...
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geckogirl:
WOULD I!?!?
name your price. cash? fresh baked goods? a testimonial declaring you the greatest man that ever lived?
name your price. cash? fresh baked goods? a testimonial declaring you the greatest man that ever lived?
lackluster:
well... not to tear apart your arguement... but i do have roomates.
I sold one of my cars today for $3000. It's not as much as I wanted, but I needed the cash and I wasn't using it. I miss Tama-chan already though.
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lackluster:
i really love your musical taste.
lackluster:
i really love your musical taste.
I think if we're going to start talking again we should bring everything out in the open. And yes... this is for you this time. I knew who you were from the first reply after all. You have a very distinct way of writing. It almost mimics your real voice.
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thelibra:
having dealt with so many "suicide attempts" during the course of my 3 year stint in EMS, i was very tempted to write a book entitled "suicide: doing it right".
alas, i need a co-writer.
alas, i need a co-writer.
dirrrty:
Wow.. that profile pic is insane. LOL
Just thought I said hi, saw your journal somehwhere through the grapevine... how is San Diego?
Just thought I said hi, saw your journal somehwhere through the grapevine... how is San Diego?
I think I'm the only person that doesn't like the new Decemberists album. It's just too busy for me. I long for the days of Castaways and Cutouts...
chi:
im okay, a little shaken up, worried about my job, insurance etc...finally getting my stuff outta my car in a minute here. i was more embarrased than anything i think.
my ex works at blizzard, i was coming here to see him and get the game. when i crashed. he had 3 to give away. i got the last one. free game itself, and 25yr membership key. but i can only play hordes. and on his server, i think. but hey....its free. how ive missed it so....but...with one hand, i cant really play it right now. ironic?
my ex works at blizzard, i was coming here to see him and get the game. when i crashed. he had 3 to give away. i got the last one.
free game itself, and 25yr membership key. but i can only play hordes. and on his server, i think. but hey....its free. how ive missed it so....but...with one hand, i cant really play it right now. ironic?
finch:
are you -ever- online anymore?
Driving around Mexico looking for a 24 hour tire shop with your cousin that you haven't spoken to in almost a year is fun. Finally getting to sleep 2 hours before you have to go to work is not. I'll explain later. Now I just need some nachos and sleep.
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clearbrightfire:
mmm nachos
michael_in_sd:
I'm sorry to hear that Dannyboy. God bless.
-Michael
-Michael