Not much to report this time. I just wanted to update because I was getting a little tired of the entry before. Two things before I go: First is a questionnaire I stole from xabluestarx... Read More
I love stolen quizes too. I will get around to doing this one when I get a free moment.
I've been busy trying to make my apartment livable and selling lots of stuff - see updated garage sale in my journal. I still have tons to go through and get rid of.
I swear, I am getting around to emailing you. Things have been sucking away my time and my brain is loud lately.
How was everyones weekend? Mine was fun. I went to Saras parents house on Saturday and got drunk with them while we played Mario Superstar Baseball and watched the Padres game. I tried Budweisers new Select beer. Its not that bad. It has no aftertaste and has little to no regular taste as well. Its good if youre looking for something to maintain a buzz... Read More
Gambitgirlie wanted me to drop you a line to say hello and see how you're doing. She says that she misses you "superlots" and wants to know if you would like to get together for lunch sometime soon. You can drop her a line at gambitgirlie@cox.net.
Oh, and I miss yor ass yo as well (although I'm not 100% sure what an ass yo is).
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300 cds
10,000 mp3s
100 albums on vinyl
and 100 cassettes
*grins* oh teh cuteness^^ your brother and his little companion^^... I adore cats an children so this made me quite happy^^... I'm glad you stopped by to leave me a message^^ Kris is sweet to have mentioned me at all... *giggles at your post* Yes, I was big into ThunderCats aswell, don't you worry^^ He Man, Thundercats and Leggos... the whole bit^^... I had a nefew a year younger than me who should have been a little brother, we were always playing together so I got into all the good stuff^^...
Aww. Oh the cuteness of your little bro and his kitty!! I love the pics.
Hey, kudos for going to school. I wish I had the focus. I would love to go back just to learn new things and meet new people.
It sounds as though you are making some positive changes in your life lately. I think of you often and send you big doses of the white light energy. Be well. *hug*
This place is a prison / and these people aren't your friends / inhaling thrills through twenty dollar bills / and the tumblers are drained and then flooded again and again
Theres guards at the on ramps / armed to the teeth / and you may case the grounds from the cascades... Read More
I know you're feeling rundown, but I still think you're being too hard on yourself and to a certain extent, you are "creating more drama than there really is". You need to give yourself a break. As hard as things have been for you, you have still turned out to be a good person and one of the coolest people I know. I am being dead serious about this. I've seen people come from scenarios like yours and grow up to be nihilistic, shallow, chip-on-their-shoulder fuck-ups who think the whole world owes them something and they refuse to take any responsibility whatsoever. I have a friend whose parents divorced and for a while, I was afraid he was going to become one of those bitter fucks that do little other than make noise, take up space, and consume resources. Thankfully, he didn't turn out like that, and neither did you.
On another note, I'm glad you are seeking profesional help. You've got a ton of shit piled on top of your shoulders now and I think it will do you good. I know you've never been fond of the idea of getting professional help, so I must acknowledge and salute you for being able to swallow your pride a little bit concerning this.
I also know what you mean about asking too much from your woman. I know I asked a bit much from my first gf now and then. I look back wishing I hadn't done that.
I know this sounds a bit cheesy, but during hard times it really helps to read a book or watch a movie about somene who has it worse off than you. I am actually working on a story for a comic book in that fashion. It's about someone very similar to me who one day finds himself in a situation far worse than where he was at first. I am being very serious about this. Perspective can really help you out when you can say to yourself "Ok wow, at least I'm not in THAT guys situation!"
I'll tell you more details about it sometime. In the meantime, try to keep your head up ok?
Oh and by the way, how did the emo boy send his package?
I made a mix cd for my friend at work today. She's around fifty and has never heard of anything that isn't mainstream. She happen to walk by my cube and notice me rocking out to some McLusky ( ) and asked me to make her a mix. So... for anyone that's curious, here it is.
Went to see Fantastic Four on Saturday. I don't care what anyone says! I thought it was a good movie. They obviously couldn't do the things they did in the comic on the big screen (Doom's real history and monarchy), but it was understandable. It wouldn't be very smart to make it seem like the "All American" team is going after a ruthless dictator after... Read More
I'm sorry sir, but not even Ms. Alba could entice me to watch that film. I did enjoy her dance moves in Sin City though.
I'm glad that your Mom's condition is improving. Though it's terminal, at least she's getting a chance to get some enjoyment out of life the time that she has left on this earth.
So I've decided that before I can do work that I love I'll need to do work that pays well enough to get the things I want. So if I ever want my own house, flashy car, new ATVs, jet-skis, and all that jazz... I'm gonna have to get a job that I know I can do that'll make enough money. Bye bye librarian dream... Read More
If you are into really weird and fairly disgusting shit, look here. Heard it on one of my podcasts. Some of you probably already saw it but I'm a little behind on the "disgusting shit" times.
Department of Animal Services Cuts Adoption Fee to $25 to Promote Adoption of Homeless Adult Cats
The County Department of Animal Services three shelters are overflowing with adult cats in all shapes, sizes and personalities sweet, grumpy, sleepy, plump, skinny, short, tall, orange, black, white, tabby, tiger, tortie, long hair, short hair and in-between the selection is endless. And older... Read More
i agree, i do think im better than this bullshit. im glad you care enough to mention it. fucking everything about you is rad. thanks for not trying to be too deep. i appreciated your comment.
i adopted my kitty and i LOVE HIM and also HE IS THE BEST CAT IN THE WORD!!! AND BEAUTIFUL AND SMART AND NICE, BUT NOT TOO NICE. AND INDEPENDENT AND LOVING AND PRECIOUS AND MY EVERYTHING.
It has no aftertaste and has little to no regular taste as well. Its good if youre looking for something to maintain a buzz... 
) and asked me to make her a mix. So... for anyone that's curious, here it is.
I've been busy trying to make my apartment livable and selling lots of stuff - see updated garage sale in my journal. I still have tons to go through and get rid of.
I swear, I am getting around to emailing you. Things have been sucking away my time and my brain is loud lately.
Sending you positive energy....
Jora
[Edited on Sep 16, 2005 2:25PM]