metta

I'm Drunk and beligerant.

I have had no luck in my interviews and i am losing hope.

so what do i do? i drink.

this is going to be a problem...

i showed my portfolio to a guy yesterdy at my interview and he threw it across the desk at me and i said he was welcome to keep it and then he said. {"I dont want it."

I was so abrupt.

I felt like shit. then they gave me an IQ test. I felt even worse.

then i made brownies...


alcohol and brownies...

and incoherence...

im a star.