metta

I just wanna cry.....

Stress is too much....
I had a panic attack today. I havnt had on eof those since I was in high school... hmmmm I wonder if school has a any connection ..HAHA...

I know I set all these high expectations on myself.... but I cant NOT do that. I get it from my parents..

My grade point average has dropped significantly.... I am trying soo friggin hard too...

I am just not as good as those 18 year old go-getters... its just comes so easy for them...

SIGH..

I need some kleenex