metta

Ok so i think i need a 12 step program for LURKING.

i was browsing MSN spaces and i thought "HEY i wonder if my ex is on here?"
I typed in the name and i found his GF space... with pics and everything....

urrghhh.. why do i do this to myself?

He is happy with a girlfriend, a new house, a new car and is living in thunder bay..

and me?

i am alone, in school waiting for my life to start.

MAN! I just want to be happy..

part of me wants that life.. a significant other, a house a car, 2 dogs.. etcetc

WHy cant i find someone?

I am feeling lonley tonight