mentula

The last twenty-four hours have been wonderful. I have been spending most of the last two month concentrating on not dying (and not doing it very well). But yesterday and this morning have been fantastic. I feel great, My blood pressure is at a steady 138 over 78, my blood sugar is at 74 and I have taken no hypertension or diabetes medicine in over five years. I am weighing about fifty pounds under my normal and I walk about ten miles a day just to survive.

Last night and today I have felt great. Every pretty woman has smiled at me and a few of them have given me digits (Hi Robyn, Hi Tsugu), I am going into the final edit of "The Mean Tree" with Kubo tomorrow. And I even wrote a song this morning while I was walking

(sung to the Janis Joplin tune of "Oh Lord won't you buy me")

Oh Lord, won't you buy me a nuclear bomb
Please include instructions on a CD-Rom
After the explosion, I'll have peace and calm
Oh Lord won't you buy me a nuclear bomb.

But I was was sing and walk and smiling at pretty women this morning I realized that I had a bad feeling underneath it all. Feel free to call me weird but I think something very big and very bad is about to happen (probably why I chose the subject matter of my song). I have no idea if this premonition has any validity but I can't shake it.

Is anybody else feeling this. It feels REAL REAL Bad