mentalrage

Hark friends tis the sound of rebound

So after coming out of a crippling 18 month relationship my friend Jay has hooked up with another girl within the space of 5 days! which is a pretty fast turn around in my opinion. My friend Jay is without doubt a manwhore in the very worst sense of the term, I haven't got a problem with that at all other than throwing the odd bit of scathing abuse in his general direction . He told me the other day "we've met up like 3 times and had sex 5 times" so you do the math. It's at times like these that I think somehow I'm disadvantaged genetically speaking when it comes to the opposite sex anyway I digress from my actual point which is that Jay is making out that this girl is like his "soulmate" ( just like the last one was ) and the poor girl in question is no doubt convinced this is the case. It's quite blatantly clear to everyone else that this poor girl is clearly just a "designated fuck". He's my friend but I can't help thinking it's a bit of an asshole thing to do to just let her think that their "relationship" is going somewhere when it's clear to everyone else that the only place their "relationship" is headed is down the nearest alleyway for some al fresco action.

For those in the know.....

So hopefully things will go okay on Thursday and I won't end up sat in a pub on my own wondering why I even bothered in the first place. I'm trying to stay positive about the whole affair but you know me it only lasts for about 30 seconds and then the doubt and anxiety come rushing in to fill the hole. So here's to meeting some interesting people. I'll let you know how things go.

Killing time

So I've got the week off work and I have very little to a) do or b) planned ad I'mnot really wanting to piss away my holiday like normal. I was thinking of maybe going down to London (I've never been! ) but since I have neither a canoe or gills that may not be such a good idea . Besides I'm not really wanting to go on my own either which would undoubtedly be the case since I have no friends bluntly speaking aside from people I know from work who are all working most of the week and they all have girlfriends/boyfriends and all those other things that well adjusted people have. I want to go see "Transformers" but it doesn't open 'til next weekend which is a bit of an arse since the place'll be packed 'cause it always is on a weekend and it'll cost more too. Ho hum.