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STICKS AND STONES AND WEED AND BONES.

i hate christmas. i hate ian more then anything. i hate falling in love. i hate money. i hate having to work. i hate that i don't have a job. i hate my piece of shit truck. i hate my family [sometimes]. i hate my drinking habits. i hate getting stupidly stoned. i hate smelly, stupid, delicious cigarettes. i hate the way you play with my vert. labret when you kiss me. i hate the way you brush my bangs out of my eyes and kiss me on the nose. i hate worrying. i hate december. i hate how you love to play games with my heart. i hate how i have good intentions. i hate getting walked on.
i really hate irish cream coffee. it's because it's your favorite.
i hate thinking about you. i really fucking do.



It's called seasonal depression.
or maybe i just need to get tattooed.


my name is vanna, and i need someone to come save me. to help me keep my insides on the inside.


p.s,
i also hate this mothafuckin' hat, and my fake ass smile.



happy holidaes.