Going home
I had a conversation one time with DanielK regarding what you do when you have to shoot someone you dont want to shoot. The advice is sound and this weekend I put it to use. The person who started this modeling agency happens to be be........well a transvestite...there is no fooling. She wanted me to shoot her in the studio. I did. I followed the advice I was given and well I did the best I could. A note to men trying to be women: learn how to be a woman!!!!!!!! act like one, be sensual. Women are soft, mother fucker. When I say arch your back, at least picture what a women looks like. Shit I may need to pull out my human anatomy book to see if men's spines prevent that from happening. Im sorry, I had to cancel a perfectly good shoot on Saturday with a cool chic for this on Sunday and I was still sick, and fuck I lost my cables to my pocket wizards so had to use my flash to fire the fucking strobes. Love my alien bees...if I could hump them I would....ok confession: i did...it was cold and well the green cover looked ever soo lovely...anyway back to the story: I am staring at all the beautiful lesbian porn I can because the spoons in my kitchen drawer are aimed at my eyes and I am soo about to poke them out. But I did my job, I did it well, even under the fucking pounding head, stress out the ying because of my lack of wiring, I kept my cool, I kept the model's spirits high and I think, technically they look good. I showed them to my friend in SF and she said the photography was great....yeah thats like the old joke I like about "he's a horrible <insert skill here> but a totally nice guy". Lighting was good, composition I think is ok, but you can't get past the "um hey....isnt that a....oh god!!" If I could, I would take a picture of my brain and enter it in the fetish contest for spanking..my god.
I am in a horribly bad and dark spot right now I think my girlfriend is ready to leave me, the last 13 years of my blood and suffering for this company I owned is going to shit by the company that bought me out, i lost my wires, whatever. Im not happy. Im going home to SF for a week. Shit, i may come back to an empty house. I need to go home. Colorado for the most part has not been good to me. Maybe its the holidays who knows. Hmm.writing into the internets, I thought would be therapeutic, but its not. Maybe I will just create some more dark images of myself
Ill send black angels for ya
I had a conversation one time with DanielK regarding what you do when you have to shoot someone you dont want to shoot. The advice is sound and this weekend I put it to use. The person who started this modeling agency happens to be be........well a transvestite...there is no fooling. She wanted me to shoot her in the studio. I did. I followed the advice I was given and well I did the best I could. A note to men trying to be women: learn how to be a woman!!!!!!!! act like one, be sensual. Women are soft, mother fucker. When I say arch your back, at least picture what a women looks like. Shit I may need to pull out my human anatomy book to see if men's spines prevent that from happening. Im sorry, I had to cancel a perfectly good shoot on Saturday with a cool chic for this on Sunday and I was still sick, and fuck I lost my cables to my pocket wizards so had to use my flash to fire the fucking strobes. Love my alien bees...if I could hump them I would....ok confession: i did...it was cold and well the green cover looked ever soo lovely...anyway back to the story: I am staring at all the beautiful lesbian porn I can because the spoons in my kitchen drawer are aimed at my eyes and I am soo about to poke them out. But I did my job, I did it well, even under the fucking pounding head, stress out the ying because of my lack of wiring, I kept my cool, I kept the model's spirits high and I think, technically they look good. I showed them to my friend in SF and she said the photography was great....yeah thats like the old joke I like about "he's a horrible <insert skill here> but a totally nice guy". Lighting was good, composition I think is ok, but you can't get past the "um hey....isnt that a....oh god!!" If I could, I would take a picture of my brain and enter it in the fetish contest for spanking..my god.
I am in a horribly bad and dark spot right now I think my girlfriend is ready to leave me, the last 13 years of my blood and suffering for this company I owned is going to shit by the company that bought me out, i lost my wires, whatever. Im not happy. Im going home to SF for a week. Shit, i may come back to an empty house. I need to go home. Colorado for the most part has not been good to me. Maybe its the holidays who knows. Hmm.writing into the internets, I thought would be therapeutic, but its not. Maybe I will just create some more dark images of myself
Ill send black angels for ya
Daniel