melkorshalo

hm. still no luck. gotten two responses from my plan, but neither are what or who i was looking for. one of them said i was sweet, though. i have mixed feelings on that compliment. first, it is a compliment. those are generally good things. but i only ever hear used as in: aw, you're sweet, but.. ending with some sort of rejection. really, i'd...
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hm. no luck with the plan so far. (ha ! freudian slip. accidentally typed lick.) i'm camping out in the lab, hoping to see her. checkin the mail every five minutes or so. also haven't done my paper due in.. oh, two and a half hours. haha. some guy fell on his ass just now. anyway. i am slacker royalty, i am. much fun.

i realize i'm speaking to thin air here, but it helps to vent. i have come up with and executed a plan to remedy my current dilemna. it's horribly sappy and romantic, almost chick flick level, but it just may work. odds are against me, but i've evened them out a bit with some effort and a bit of cojones. updates soon, my invisible reader.

whoo. i am such a moron. met a girl yesterday, first in months. quite interesting. i mistook her for this other girl i knew, smiled and waved. apparently that gave her the courage to come up and talk to me after all the staring she did. told me i fit her mental image of leonard da Vinci perfectly. had the image in her head since...
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i'm such a slacker. months and this is my first entry. bit distracted by all the boobies and such. whee. damn. time for class.