melitta

once again I am in front of the computer, just like every damn evening lately... writing some ridiculous journal entry...

not so news:

first I grew pubic hair, then I dyed it pink- hahh
it was caused by my decision to reconquer my old features... yes I missed old me... so I did my pubic hair!

the wind blows like whoaa I cannot leave the house dammit!!
being at home is fun, if I can sit on the balcony or go and have a walk, see some ducks, you know I live right next to the river Danube... but being locked in the house just kills me

I keep in touch with my lady on the phone... till my mom gets the bill and the heart attack and of course by now I cant even dream of working till my exams are not over - oh Im such a little baby, mommys sweetheart!!

otherwise none of my other friends call me... Im forgotten or what?do they think Im dead? -ok there are other friends who call me, two friends to be honest, so altogether 3.

it was almost a year ago that I had a bf, so as a rule next year this time Ill be a happily boyfriended girl for like 2 months, then heartbroken, if Ill be able to give a shit about it
sorry this does depresses me, as you already know it... Im not lucky in love nor in finding a simple fuck - oh my what I just said