melitta

Fuck! I just cant get my ass out of this depression....
Im living on soapoperas, TV shows, tea and candy...
So some time ago I started to think about that I dont share my thought... they just stay inside and I dont have any want to tell them anyone... Im a very open girl in a way, but in another Im not...
Im lost, all of my friends got something else to do, someone else to hang with... I mean I know everyone has its own life and such, but does this mean that I dont have one? I mean seriously... I dont want to spend the whole day with my friends, only like a couple of hours or minutes a week... I know they havent left me alone...
it might be the case that the time has come to talk to them I mean telling other things than "Hey, my flatmate wears my panties" , but I dont really know what to say, I dont even know what I want to say...
well ravens are lonely birds and I guess I have to get use to it...

OK, back to life:

Im really getting better by now and I will have an exam thursday and I meet a guy who might be one of my next flatmates...
Wish me luck!!!