I am a little sad. I normally go to my niece's birthday party this weekend. I spoke to my brother and they are not really having a party this year. She is going to the mountains with a friend. 
She is getting to be a big girl. I made plans for my brother to give me a call if they have a free Saturday. She...
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I am sooooo tired. I worked at the local Habitat for Humanity house today as a loaned worker. I would sign up again in a heartbeat. I loved it. Even though I was a general laborer and moved lumber around, picked up trash, and painted, I had fun. I am really sore and bruised (I know, what a shock) and I have a HUGE blister...
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forcefield:
I'll fly over and kiss your finger better for you!
xxx
xxx
explodingboy1:
sounds like you had fun
Why is it so hard to tell things that hurt you to someone that you care deeply for? I do not have much of an ego, but I am much more comfortable telling a friend all of my shortcomings. Even all of my relationship shortcomings! I guess that when you have been hurt by someone that you care for, you don't want to break down...
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explodingboy1:
which looks really funny next to the pic of me flipping you off lol
btyjugs:
awww sweetie, I am so sorry you have been through so so much. you are in my thought.
I guess that I am keeping this going...
1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
No.
2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
10 years.
3.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
A T-shirt.
4.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
Yes.
5.WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
last week.
6.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Bills, kitties, and food.
7.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Cheesy poofs.
8.FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE...
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1.EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
No.
2.LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
10 years.
3.LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
A T-shirt.
4.EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
Yes.
5.WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
last week.
6.THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Bills, kitties, and food.
7.LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Cheesy poofs.
8.FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE...
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nina_kova:
wow. much information. 
graye:
Thank you Mel. Yea I am pretty happy about it. Tired but happy. 
I ate Mr. Hankey! But more about that later.
I am in a place where I am torn. Lisa is ready for me to move in. My mom is ready for me to move in. I am ready to move. My plan is to move in with Lisa and Rob, get things settled here, and move somewhere. I am ready to get my life back....
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I am in a place where I am torn. Lisa is ready for me to move in. My mom is ready for me to move in. I am ready to move. My plan is to move in with Lisa and Rob, get things settled here, and move somewhere. I am ready to get my life back....
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forcefield:
When I started reading this blog I was thinking who or what is Mr.Hankey, I think I figured it out!
I just get the feeling that which ever way you go things will def work out for you and I also believe that you will find the love your looking for.
What is Red Lobster???
Sir duke is a masterpiece 'specially those brass lines.
Have a great,great weekend!
xxx
I just get the feeling that which ever way you go things will def work out for you and I also believe that you will find the love your looking for.
What is Red Lobster???
Sir duke is a masterpiece 'specially those brass lines.
Have a great,great weekend!
xxx
theecontender:
Too Funny.
Too Funny.
I cried last night. I let someone else's words upset me. Someone that I defended. Someone that is a sad, miserable sack of a human being. I think that partly it was the shock of what was said about me, and partly my own fears. Anyway, I am over that and will not let that person upset me.
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forcefield:
Glad you recovered quickly.
xxx
xxx
slugworth:
stopped by to say hi. i hope you're doing ok.
I had fun at bitch night out. Ready to do that again.
In other matters, I need to REALLY get down to business and clean out my closet and start separating and boxing up my things for my eventual move. I have done a bit of cleaning out and throwing away stuff, but I really need to get to it. Lisa is eager for me...
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In other matters, I need to REALLY get down to business and clean out my closet and start separating and boxing up my things for my eventual move. I have done a bit of cleaning out and throwing away stuff, but I really need to get to it. Lisa is eager for me...
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forcefield:
Decisions can define everything, in my experience we are much stronger and capable and adaptable than we think we are. Also, nothing turns out to be quite as bad as we make it in our heads!
XXX
XXX
I am sinusy and just waiting for the eventual infection. I have been getting rest though. My lymph nodes are swollen, so I know it is only a matter of time.
Today I got to have lunch for free! A local company does it every year for their clients, so I got to go to the local Canadian inspired pub!!!! It was good as usual....
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Today I got to have lunch for free! A local company does it every year for their clients, so I got to go to the local Canadian inspired pub!!!! It was good as usual....
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nina_kova:
sounds like a good day! hope you feel better, i think everyone is getting sick right about now... have much fun at bitch night out!
explodingboy1:
hope you feel better. i am not even sure what french blue is, but i doubt i have a shirt in that color
I think that I am a nice person. I do. I talk to everyone and joke around lots. I am a pretty happy person as well. I guess that is why there has been a bit of confusion lately.There was an incident that made me feel strange and that I could not understand how someone would jump to conclusions and quite frankly, scared me. Scared...
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the_libertine:
"nice" doesn't do you justice... sweet? generous? kind? incredible? those work a BIT better to me... 
explodingboy1:
you are a nice person, and quit worrying, i crush you back. lol just kidding
I had a very good day yesterday. I did some volunteer work. I went to a rural town and helped an elderly lady by cleaning up her yard. there were 5 of us. Lisa and I drove separately as she wanted to go to the local drive-in for fruit slushes and burgers. We met up with our co-workers and got to work after our detour...
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zerointeger:
You know I have a ton of weeds over here... 
Part of my remodel is cleaning up the yard the shitty renters had going on. Pardon my French. Hope things are good.
Part of my remodel is cleaning up the yard the shitty renters had going on. Pardon my French. Hope things are good.
forcefield:
WOW! Well done you, I love that you said you were glad to have done the work. Theres a great line in Bruce Almighty where Morgan Freeman says........."Some of the happiest people in the world come home at the end of the day smelling to high heaven." Reading your blog reminded me of that. Hope you get my meaning 
!
So glad you found some identification with you co-workers.
Keep doin' it.
Love from England.
FF
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So glad you found some identification with you co-workers.
Keep doin' it.
Love from England.
FF
xxx
Why are you calling out names? And why do you assume that I cannot think for myself? Do you REALLY think that I am an idiot? To quote you VERY recently, "I am tired of this high school shit". I do not care who or HOW MANY people that you are in love with, and I think that I deserve that same respect. I have not harassed *** or *****, and I really don't care.