woke up in the best way possible! 
I made sausage biscuits for breakfast and I love them! I don't make them very often. Yum!
I was listening to him play guitar earlier. I love it. I wish I heard it more often. I wish that I could play. I have half-heartedly tried before to learn. I have small hands and I don't have much flexibility...
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I made sausage biscuits for breakfast and I love them! I don't make them very often. Yum!
I was listening to him play guitar earlier. I love it. I wish I heard it more often. I wish that I could play. I have half-heartedly tried before to learn. I have small hands and I don't have much flexibility...
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the_boss:
I was too lazy to cook this mornin so I wussed out and went to the usual place for breakfast.
I still am going to therapy every week...darn. But I guess that I do need it. She did have a very astute observation. She said that the adult me is very even tempered, very logical, very determined, very sure of what I want and how I can work on it. But there are glimpses of an insecure child-very vulnernable and unsure-and then the very strong...
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galaxy42:
Keep making progress. Your check list is a good one...
All the luck to you.
All the luck to you.
I think that things have really been going well in our relationship. I
think that we HAVE been more giving-open-honest-loving-forthcoming
recently.
I was told something Saturday that really put my mind at ease about a
few things. And this comment was unsolicited, which meant a great deal
to me. The only thing that I worry about is that I want to be #1 and
the...
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think that we HAVE been more giving-open-honest-loving-forthcoming
recently.
I was told something Saturday that really put my mind at ease about a
few things. And this comment was unsolicited, which meant a great deal
to me. The only thing that I worry about is that I want to be #1 and
the...
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I am having a song THAT I DON'T NORMALLY LIKE go through my head and I have not gotten rid of it for a week. It comes and goes and apparently a few lines of it coincides with my mind grapes. (haha...30 Rock reference!)
It is Erasure "A little Respect"
I try to discover
A little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain
From...
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It is Erasure "A little Respect"
I try to discover
A little something to make me sweeter
Oh baby refrain
From...
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Some days are hard for me.....I don't like feeling vulnerable.
I think of the positives in my life....and the things that I am trying to acheive....I think of the things that make me happy.....I think of the good times that I have had.....I think of the people that I care about and love....I think of the talks and progress that I am making in therapy....I...
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I think of the positives in my life....and the things that I am trying to acheive....I think of the things that make me happy.....I think of the good times that I have had.....I think of the people that I care about and love....I think of the talks and progress that I am making in therapy....I...
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perilouspup:
Was the work party a vulnerable point?
I've come to similar realizations and so have a few of my former co-workers.
Too bad we can't just work with people we like.
I've come to similar realizations and so have a few of my former co-workers.
Too bad we can't just work with people we like.
xtine:
I know how that is, to go to a party and realize you might have come from a different planet than everyone else in the room. Happened to me last night at a birthday party. It was so surreal.
Yay! Woohoo!!! I am very happy today!!!!
jay_blank:
That makes two of us!
Why so happy??
Why so happy??
It is soooo cold here today. This AM the temp was -4 and I didn't much
enjoy the drive/walk to work. It was a little gusty and I forgot my
gloves. I have no idea what the wind chill temp was, but it was enough to induce frostbite! My face feelschapped!!!
I had therapy yesterday and I felt so good after that. Today I am...
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enjoy the drive/walk to work. It was a little gusty and I forgot my
gloves. I have no idea what the wind chill temp was, but it was enough to induce frostbite! My face feelschapped!!!
I had therapy yesterday and I felt so good after that. Today I am...
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I am still tired and my throat is sore and it is hard to swallow. But this is differant than normal. I always have sinus stuff and my throat gets scratchy. This is sore at the top of my throat, hard to swallow anything, and one of my lymph nodes is very sore. Must be trying to fight off some virus???? Might have to go...
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mrsted_stryker:
I am so happy to hear that you are feeling better!
Sometime we go thru rough patches..and it sounds silly to say it will get better..but it DOES get easier!!
I have been there...
Sometime we go thru rough patches..and it sounds silly to say it will get better..but it DOES get easier!!
I have been there...
big_boy:
Glad your feeling better I'm going to therapy on Monday.
I'm going to therapy on Monday.I am not feeling so great today. tired-physically and mentally. not eating much. so exhausted. a little down in the dumps. don't wanna do laundry. don't wanna clean up the house. need to clean the house-badly! gonna put on a funny movie, get up, clean up, so i can get back on the couch-rest-laugh-eat-maybe nap. 
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melaniek:
Thanks!! How are YOU feeling???
llama:
Nice to have nigh expectations for the day! hope you feel better tomorrow.
Just saw "Cloverfield" tonite. I thought that it was pretty good, except for the excessive shaky handi-cam. I t did make you more scared, but it also kind of made your stomach hurt. It was a story to show how far you would go for the one that you love-even against all odds. How would you feel if the one that you love was taken...
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perilouspup:
The greatest fear I might have, being put in the same position, is if the person I love would already be dead before I could get there.
melaniek:
I guess that is true.......but such a horrible situation! Fortunately, in the movie, before they probably died due to a nuclear bomb explosion, they told each other how they feel and that they were sorry for past events.
So, what did you think of the movie??????? Think that they will do a sequel???? sequels???
So, what did you think of the movie??????? Think that they will do a sequel???? sequels???
Did I mention how much I like late night/early morning sleepy/dreamy sex? 
melaniek:
Uh-huh!!! I am ready whenever you are!!! 
I cannot tell you how happy I am that Brad and I have been working things out. This has been such a soul searching time for me. I have ALWAYS loved Brad and wanted to be so close to him. I know that he has always loved me. I know that I am the perfect woman for him. I know that he is the perfect...
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