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melaniac

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Friday Nov 30, 2012

Nov 30, 2012
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Fail X4....I couldnt stop myself. All wounds heal with time.
I am thinking about getting a cane to walk with like Dr House....lol
I can hardly stand up and barely walk around. I force myself to though. Sitting down is aweful. Laying flat on the floor help a little.
New MRI this afternoon. Lower back lumbar spine to look at my herniated disc and sciatic nerves.
Hope all goes well.
I am out of meds....took way too much at work. Apparently took enough to get high....thats never happened before. I was told that I was dancing by the wedding cake and then dancing by the guests at the front door and then I got upset because I realized I was doing these things and I was crying....I am having a hard time believing this because these are things I would NEVER do.....I dont do things like that. If I did, I am terrified of what people must think of me.
Need to refill meds ASAP at least to help me get through the rest of this quarter. I only have 2 left after this. I am scared that I might get addicted to these meds though.
boosterp:
Pain absolutely sucks, especially when what is supposed to help has it's own negative consequences. Take care of yourself.
Nov 30, 2012
melaniac:
Thank you dear
Nov 30, 2012

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