Oh my im tired today..
i turned up at work at 11am, only to be told the rota had been changed and i was meant to have the day off.... but insted of going home, they kept me and made me clean.
im working tonight too. i honestly dont know how im still functioning, i feel physically sick!!!
I woke up stupidly early this morning (5am) after having a dream about my ex.... and i havent stopped crying since.
I need help... that or someone needs to invent the company in Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind.
Like everyone says, time heals all wounds. I dreamt about my ex for years. One day you'll wake up and all the thoughts of your ex will have faded away. Every day you make it through is another day you're closer to being okay. Hang in there.
on the edge of tears over everything.
I stood in the shower just thinking 'why am i bothering with anything today'
i thought i was over my ex but i keep thinking about him... not in a good way, in a way of if i was to see him i would scream everything i wanted at him then try and... Read More