what do i want for my life?
feeling inadequate. . .
i need a plan . . .
i just don't know how to expect the unexpected
feeling inadequate. . .
i need a plan . . .
i just don't know how to expect the unexpected
last night was awesome
i would say easily top 5 best nights of sex in my life. I was bound and whipped to start followed by super awesome porno sex. no seriously, could've been taped and sold
i would say easily top 5 best nights of sex in my life. I was bound and whipped to start followed by super awesome porno sex. no seriously, could've been taped and sold
squareroot:
Awesome! Hooray for good, kinky sex!
gayballs:
you are puta caliente
wow - i cant believe i finally did it. I posted a new set in PSW - its been so long - kinda small and i used a humidifier to create a mist - i am just lame - a hopeless dodo brain that tries to be sexy and romantic and not really for any other reason than i like it.
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derceto:
i don't think my brain recovered from sunday until sometime monday afternoon. the rice crispy treats were untainted, but there were plenty of other baked goods with special added flavors 
jericho:
Loved the new set - loved it, loved it, loved it!!!!
i may have been stupid last night. . . . i messed around with some one that i should have prolly avoided. crap
what did i do now . . . .
what did i do now . . . .
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r3x:
LOL @ the comment above me.
Seriously now... if it was simply someone who you thought you'd never mess with, all you can do is move on. Not knowing the details, that's all I can tell you.
Seriously now... if it was simply someone who you thought you'd never mess with, all you can do is move on. Not knowing the details, that's all I can tell you.
timirevolting:
Yea Neil is certainly a guilty pleasure. i caught the same add you mentioned by the tunnel. thats what bought him to my mind. HEY! lets go see Neil together!" Sweet cherry baby" and "song sung blue" ring through my head.
hope you recover from your experience last night, the best thing you can do when it comes to a bad experience is walk away from it and forget it hope its not so bad that you can't? I don't know? don't worry be
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hope you recover from your experience last night, the best thing you can do when it comes to a bad experience is walk away from it and forget it hope its not so bad that you can't? I don't know? don't worry be
?well i fulfilled a fantasy of mine today - it was so fucking HOTTTTT!!! the lady friend i have been messing around with came over tonight. I fucked her. then i fucked her some more. finally a third time over the arm of the chair in my sex lounge (also known as my bedroom) I love my fucking strap on - it is by far...
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r3x:
NICE.
She did fuck you back, right?
She did fuck you back, right?
r3x:
Juuuuuuuuuuuust checkin'.
masterbating . . . again
r3x:
"again" as in multiple times today? hm.
"again" as in multiple times today? hm.
gayballs:
"masturbating" and good.
no way on the aquarium screensaver.
things are going well - worked the whole weekend - new schedule starts thisw week T/Th/F/Sa thats so awesome - I have sundays back!! which means i have saturday nights back!!!!!!!!
I will also now be personal assistant to the floor manager and top booked stylist at my salon. the last step before a chair of my own!!!!!! SWEET
things are going well - worked the whole weekend - new schedule starts thisw week T/Th/F/Sa thats so awesome - I have sundays back!! which means i have saturday nights back!!!!!!!!
I will also now be personal assistant to the floor manager and top booked stylist at my salon. the last step before a chair of my own!!!!!! SWEET
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fidelius:
Congrats!!!!
So does this mean we get to go to those clubs now
So does this mean we get to go to those clubs now
gayballs:
NOICE
new computer - so awesome
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fidelius:
Dude, I had a blast last night. We need to hang out again really soon.
fidelius:
yeah it did. but my salad was NASTY
so today was a weird day . . . went to work - normal . . . day flew past. Get out of work - tons of traffic - suck ass. get home pretty late annoying - drive home I start crying, really letting it out, I haven't cried since I left him. 4/6 two months exactly. found out he got a job yesterday and...
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r3x:
Sometimes it's best to have no plan.
That way if there's anything else that comes along that you'd prefer to experience, then you don't have to fret about straying from the path.
Besides, life should only have an OUTLINE. You can still strive for whatever you desire, but it's not worth being wound up about if something doesn't work out as planned.
But what do I know?
That way if there's anything else that comes along that you'd prefer to experience, then you don't have to fret about straying from the path.
Besides, life should only have an OUTLINE. You can still strive for whatever you desire, but it's not worth being wound up about if something doesn't work out as planned.
But what do I know?
deunan:
I can kind of relate to the situation. I kind of lost my plans about 6 months ago and now I'm struggling to not feel worthless. I hope things work out for you! 
life is still going for me . . . had a class and a staff meeting yesterday - did a really awesome haircut, then I found out I will be the new priority assistant to the head stylist at the salon. That should be really awesome, he and I get along really well and i love his style. I still have to do my review...
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fidelius:
So I just read the little blurb by your name... yeah kinda hot.
things are better . . . i just want to concentrate make sure the decisions i make are correct. i know that i dont want to be friends with people at work anymore. it's ok though i can make lots of friends on my own. I want to start accumulating more sex partners too.
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fidelius:
Maybe, I'm actually up in the air about it. I like it but am a touch worried that I would like really bad. I'm glad about the water though.
r3x:
"...accumulating more sex partners too"
COLLECT ALL 69!
COLLECT ALL 69!
so yesterday i got a phone call from my job - we had to talk . . . i apparently have a bad attitude. The person no one ever expected to have a problem with. then today I come in and I have to have another conversation with another boss. well want to know why my attitude sucks . . .
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ian_g:
did the hot water tank break? what's the deal? get a new one. 
fuck those fucking fuckers.
fuck those fucking fuckers.
avidity:
omg! fuck them. if i came to a salon that was working like that, i'd never go back.
you're the bestest! screw them!
you're the bestest! screw them!
on a side note, i'm very proud of you, and envious of you following what you want to do, and not being afraid of it.
NO PLAN.
Just an outline. As much as we'd love to have everything work out our way, it almost always never does. I believe it's better to have a broad sense of what you want and how to accomplish/acquire it. If you're concrete on your wants and don't achieve them, the disappointment could set you back considerably, depending on your resilience. Besides! You may discover something later that's even greater than you plan you schemed.