I guess reading yesterday's blog I didn't mention the sushi date that was planned for Friday, baby sitter pending but still planned for. I even took the extra step in working on sitter options on my end for her and even had my friends younger sister willing to spend her Friday night helping me out.
Friday date was quashed before it began, apparently she forgot about a good-bye party for a co-worker. Since we haven't have a first date yet, introducing me to co-workers is probably a bit premature. I hope so at least. I'm starting to wonder if this is just a passive aggressive blow off waiting for me to lose interest. That's my lack of confidence speaking but it claws at the back of my mind nonetheless.
It is tentatively rescheduled for next Friday however I do still wonder. My friends younger sister won't always want to sacrifice her Friday nights for me, she's 25 now with her own social life. I don't wonder if she is worth the wait, but I do wonder if there is really any interest there at all. Again my lack of confidence speaking. This is why I hate talking via text message. You get no sense of emotion there are no queues that can give away feelings or intention. One voice call could put to rest all of my insecurities, however do I call do I wait for her to call? I have no idea what the hell to do. This was so much easier before technology
Friday date was quashed before it began, apparently she forgot about a good-bye party for a co-worker. Since we haven't have a first date yet, introducing me to co-workers is probably a bit premature. I hope so at least. I'm starting to wonder if this is just a passive aggressive blow off waiting for me to lose interest. That's my lack of confidence speaking but it claws at the back of my mind nonetheless.
It is tentatively rescheduled for next Friday however I do still wonder. My friends younger sister won't always want to sacrifice her Friday nights for me, she's 25 now with her own social life. I don't wonder if she is worth the wait, but I do wonder if there is really any interest there at all. Again my lack of confidence speaking. This is why I hate talking via text message. You get no sense of emotion there are no queues that can give away feelings or intention. One voice call could put to rest all of my insecurities, however do I call do I wait for her to call? I have no idea what the hell to do. This was so much easier before technology
I'm super excited about it, and have definitely decided to go for the piercing after pay day
I don't believe how much amazing feedback I've gotten already being here!
And don't fret, things will figure out for you, I agree, texting makes it so difficult to gauge someone properly, but then I'm one of those people who also gets super shy on the phone, but for all its vices, I'd still rather have an actual conversation than a virtual one, especially when you don't know the persons mannerisms that well yet!