Well today was a good day in some ways and shitty one in others. Go with the shit first. Only 8 hours of work availible this week, that is shit. I know casual workers that get more hours than that. Just stupid. Worst of all I have to be awake and at work tomorrow for 3am to only work for four hours. Hardly worth getting out of bed. But money is money. I need to find a more reliable income source or I'll never be able to pay for school and my choice to re-join the Canadian Forces won't be a choice, but the only option left.
It was a good day as I managed to continue to plant seeds of doubt in my old flame. This has turned into something of a mission for me. She needs something better than a guy that is 6 years her junior and doesn't show any interest in her at all. It amazed me. I actually spent time with the two of them today, and he seemed completely uninterested that I was there. We spoke for a few minutes, plesantries of sports ect.. after that ignored me, and her as we continued to talk and couldn't care when we less when we left to go to the coffee shop down the street. For all he knew we could have been leaving for a quickie at my place.
The apathy shocked me. When I opened the door for her she actually looked shocked, he doesn't do that ever. Wow. Even after 11 years I still opened for the door for my ex. No oral, no courtesy, little interest in their son, what the fuck is she doing with him? Who knows. Even if I am unsuccesful in getting her in the sack the least I can get her away from this apathetic child who can't compliment her or show a little courtesy.
At least I can get her looking at the fact that she has some self worth and deserves to be treated that way. Still would like to wake the neighbours with her but for now, I'll keep planting those seeds of doubt and work a little magic to get her in my bed.
In the mean time I have managed a new booty call. It hasn't happened yet, but it's likey this week. I'm sure I'll blog about it later hoping for a Wednesday or Thursday hook-up.
It was a good day as I managed to continue to plant seeds of doubt in my old flame. This has turned into something of a mission for me. She needs something better than a guy that is 6 years her junior and doesn't show any interest in her at all. It amazed me. I actually spent time with the two of them today, and he seemed completely uninterested that I was there. We spoke for a few minutes, plesantries of sports ect.. after that ignored me, and her as we continued to talk and couldn't care when we less when we left to go to the coffee shop down the street. For all he knew we could have been leaving for a quickie at my place.
The apathy shocked me. When I opened the door for her she actually looked shocked, he doesn't do that ever. Wow. Even after 11 years I still opened for the door for my ex. No oral, no courtesy, little interest in their son, what the fuck is she doing with him? Who knows. Even if I am unsuccesful in getting her in the sack the least I can get her away from this apathetic child who can't compliment her or show a little courtesy.
At least I can get her looking at the fact that she has some self worth and deserves to be treated that way. Still would like to wake the neighbours with her but for now, I'll keep planting those seeds of doubt and work a little magic to get her in my bed.
In the mean time I have managed a new booty call. It hasn't happened yet, but it's likey this week. I'm sure I'll blog about it later hoping for a Wednesday or Thursday hook-up.