So I was decidedly less chipper today. After sleeping most of Monday afternoon I had a difficult time sleeping for my 3am start at work this morning. Only thing that saved my ass was getting the boss her tea otherwise I would have been considered late. I mean how long does it take to make a coffee and tea at 2:50 in the morning when there is no one else in the drive thru lane and no one in the bloody store!
Sorry needed to get that out of my system one more time.
In other news that moral dilemma that I thought I solved well I haven't changed my mind about where I'm going there. If her man can't satisfy her than why should I feel remorse for taking care of his buisness? The problem now is the woman is dominating my thoughts. Can't shake her no matter how hard I try. I am remembering the past times, thinking about the future times, it seems that there may be more to this than I originally considered.
This is troubling as my future plans don't include.... well anyone. My ultimate goal is to get my ass back in shape so that if college doesn't work out then I can re-enlist in the Canadian military and get back to something I loved before I gave it up for someone that turned out to be the biggest mistake I ever made and kept making for 11 years. This isn't so toubling as to make me reconsider my plans both for her and my future but it does make me wonder exactly what my sub conscience is trying to tell me.
Regardless it's Tuesday, which means it's time to head to the target range and brush up on my shooting skills. If I re-enlist it would be useful to know which end of the fire arm is pointed which way. Pictures to follow.
Sorry needed to get that out of my system one more time.
In other news that moral dilemma that I thought I solved well I haven't changed my mind about where I'm going there. If her man can't satisfy her than why should I feel remorse for taking care of his buisness? The problem now is the woman is dominating my thoughts. Can't shake her no matter how hard I try. I am remembering the past times, thinking about the future times, it seems that there may be more to this than I originally considered.
This is troubling as my future plans don't include.... well anyone. My ultimate goal is to get my ass back in shape so that if college doesn't work out then I can re-enlist in the Canadian military and get back to something I loved before I gave it up for someone that turned out to be the biggest mistake I ever made and kept making for 11 years. This isn't so toubling as to make me reconsider my plans both for her and my future but it does make me wonder exactly what my sub conscience is trying to tell me.
Regardless it's Tuesday, which means it's time to head to the target range and brush up on my shooting skills. If I re-enlist it would be useful to know which end of the fire arm is pointed which way. Pictures to follow.