thinking too much about clothes. I have money but I don't actually go buy clothes. I obsess about them, I check out girls chic outfits as much as I check them out. I read vogue magazine and I get too excited. I want to paint my face with speckles and spots and cut up my old tees to wear like armbands. I don't know what's going on.
I dress like a total geek cause I work too much, and all I ever do is get to wear my work clothes. I am in no way vapid, or vain, or a shopping fanatic. I spend all my money on food because I love to eat. So I can't figure out why I can't stop dreaming of fishnets and cat ears, boots, mesh shirts and silky skirts.
So now I'm debating going into fashion design. It seems so frivolous, and I hate people who are obssessed with trends and all that consumer junk. I'm afraid I'm going to do something drastic, like spend my whole paycheck on shoes.
shit
I dress like a total geek cause I work too much, and all I ever do is get to wear my work clothes. I am in no way vapid, or vain, or a shopping fanatic. I spend all my money on food because I love to eat. So I can't figure out why I can't stop dreaming of fishnets and cat ears, boots, mesh shirts and silky skirts.
So now I'm debating going into fashion design. It seems so frivolous, and I hate people who are obssessed with trends and all that consumer junk. I'm afraid I'm going to do something drastic, like spend my whole paycheck on shoes.
shit
P.S. Thanks for posting!