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Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

Jul 13, 2004
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Today sucked ass. I mean sure it was kinda fun to go and see King Arthur but it made me realize something about myself. I hate who I am. I've done horrible things that are unforgiveable. And now i just have to debate risking opening myself again to relieve this stress. I've got to decide how to deal with this problem.

The most ironic part behind this is that I was on the opposite side of this problem and now I'm feeling really guilty about it.
the_cheat:
Jul 14, 2004
irina:
mmmm, I love portland. I plan on living there at some point in my life. It's definitely hi up on the list of my favorite places to be.
Jul 15, 2004

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