mct

So I just watched "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" last night and enjoyed it emensely. I came to a huge realization afterwards .... I don't think I've ever really been in love before (even though I have said those words to a few girls before). I guess I'm just getting tired of being single (simply because I don't date that often). I guess I'm just looking for someone to have some good times with.

And when I said in my last journal that I wanted a normal girl ... I didn't mean the cookie cutter version of a normal girl (ie. sugar and spice and everything nice). I meant a normal girl in my eyes ... caring, loving, outspoken, independent, spontaneous, sexy, and cute. I know there is someone out there like that ... sometimes I'm just fearful I'll miss her when she walks by.