mcsc

i miss having people around. it's sad how far i push away everyone, but drown in the solitude. it's my own double bladed sword, i can't imagine having anyone near me, and i can't stand the thought of being alone.... like this.

i'm tired of being hated everywhere. even the people that sort of tolerate me, grow weary as do i and again... i leave... or moreover i seclude myself against them all.

smart plan... for an asswipe.