i miss having people around. it's sad how far i push away everyone, but drown in the solitude. it's my own double bladed sword, i can't imagine having anyone near me, and i can't stand the thought of being alone.... like this.
i'm tired of being hated everywhere. even the people that sort of tolerate me, grow weary as do i and again... i leave...... Read More
i may not be studying abroad until summer. My mom wants to go over to europe some time in the spring though. When would you be leaving to come back to the states?
The way I am can be notably recognized from my first childhood memory. The mirrored reflection of my family standing around me legs only, for when youre two and a half your world is very short and filled with mostly legs. I stood in front of the jewelry store in Raleigh, North Carolina, and listened to my mum tell me that if I... Read More
a great intro for your autobiography!! I like it a lot.
Although, I must admit I cried like a little girl when I got my ears pierced with the crappy punch-hole-like contraption at the mall. I think I was 4ish? Maybe slightly older, maybe younger. I can't remember.
I think I now understand your complete and utter addiction to milk. I drink it like crazy now.
i'm supposed to be writing an autobiography for my sociology class but i can't stop but think, this is my life, this is the blood and bones that make me and you want me to turn it in, you want it in a page to three pages... my life.. not that it's terribly exciting, but three pages for nearly twenty years of existance. i wonder...... Read More
i guess this is going to be one of the last posts for a long time... hopefully i'll be back... but who knows. i'm supposed to get the internet in the coming weeks, and hopefully i'll get a way to pay for sg so i can come back and play again.
it's been one hell of a start to a summer, which includes me doing... Read More
aside from the disgust and disdain thrown at me the minute i walked off the plane because of my lip ring, things went alright. i'm happy to be home... a little nervous. but happy.
this whole living with my family again is going to be very strange. i get to keep my piercing till this wochenende but then... Read More
you can send stuff to my normal address.....i think we are getting our mail forwarded to a box or somethin....but other than my home address I dunno about the motel.
(580)4712096 it's always with me if you want to talk
i wish I was there!!!!!!!!!!
I hope your summer is going well...... are you working at all or taking any classes??
it's only a few more hours left until i leave this place... and yet it seems as though it will not happen. this is the last friday i'll ever spend in california... the last time i'll ever have to be here...
i would say i'll miss it, but i won't for the most part. i won't miss eating dinner alone because i have no friends... Read More
I would have helped you..... :\ hahah pooof it's gone...that'd be funny. or something. I'm so tired work is hell. glad you will be in germany again soon. I'm sure you will feel much better once you get back home.
sea turtles are violent, they bite sailors and longshore fishermen. I was surprised to see K's choice, not too many people know of them. Have you ever listened to Failure?